The Subject: HELP!!! I did something STUPID...(long) At 22:40:28 on 05/02/00, Raquel Barrios (Barriosraquel@hotmail.com) wrote: I've been real depressed lately and last night I jsut cracked. I left the kids at mom's house and went out and got shitfaced drunk. I woke up this morning (afternoon really) with the worst fucking headache I've ever had. I felt sooo shitty it took me a minute to realize...I wasn't at my house. It turns out I was at this guy's (rob, I think)house. He said that we fucked last night and that he picked me up at a hotel where I'd been with another guy (a friend of a friend of his). I've never done anything like this before and can't believe that this is happening to me. I feel so fucking cheap, like some two-bit whore. Worst of all is that since my fiance left me in December I have quit taking the pill and am due for my "visitor" next weekend. How soon can I get tested for STD's and Pregnancy? I can't fucking believe I did this and I am scared shitless of the possible consequences. I am a long-time lurker here and know the support ya'll offer to people and am so glad i can seek help here. Thanks, A VERY scared Raquel http://geocities.datacellar.net/athens/rhodes/9264