I Need This

I need this sadness
I need the sweetness
I need the darkness
I need the weakness
I need this.

I need the crying
I need the grieving
I need the wondering
pondering, disbelieving
I need this.

I need this love
lost at the last
possible moment in time
never to return again
I need you once more
to love me just once
more again
and kill me for good

I need this...

for closure.