Hidden
Why are you so critical
overbearing on my head
things you can't come out and speak
hidden meaning in what you've said
I'm fighting for this day
and it's all that I can do
to relieve this stress you give
happy day from me to you
No one finds me tonight
because I'm hiding away from it all
staying in without the technology
smashed my pager into the wall
tired of all the messages
not knowing what you mean
not really caring tonight
I'm staying here between
my sanity and my sickness
to rest awhile and try to heal
for another long day tomorrow
accepting what you choose for me to feel.