To Fit In

I've become hard lately
on the edge of not caring
about things that used to matter
cast unto the pond's dark staring
empty where passions were flaring

but the world took over
and took you from me then
I guess there's a point in life when
you realize that you were dying
and didn't know it,
unable to comprehend
over and over and over again

So I might not be hard
could just be that I've finally died
silly games among stupid people
maybe it's because I never really tried

to fit in.
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