Might I Be Here?

I have a sanctuary in the middle
of my life, just south of my breast
just north of my sex
a bit east of my chaos
and from nothingness, a little west.

I can say I'm happy here
when I can get a chance to visit
at times I cannot see
in changes, lost, the direction not for me
asking, "where the hell is it?".

To be this serious, undecided
all this laughing brings two united
these worlds have constantly collided

and maybe I've been in the middle
the whole time and didn't realize
no need to seek direction
or follow my dove where it flies

I'm already here when it arrives.
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