Your Everything

How much of your everything
am I supposed to be
I'm weak and tired here
and you don't want to see
I need a break from this
or I'll fall over the stones
for being immune to the energy
that used to penetrate my bones

and my heart is another thing
you don't want to know
that you're not in it anymore
or that I may let it go
for holding it is smothering me
I cannot breathe the air
you are so tightly in my face
and I don't want you there.

Go and put your faith in someone
and take some away from me
I'm suffocating from disappointing you

can't you see why I don't see
how much of your everything I am supposed to be?