I'm Still Here

God I can't believe that I'm still here
the intentions you had weren't very clear
now I'm laying 'neath the storm
far from what you said was warm
and I'm still here waiting for it all
in a world you said would never be small

God I can't believe that I'm still here
living inside what I rightfully fear
a love unknown now as it was in the past
grand designing built sure to last
you don't have to chase me far
I'm dead underneath what you are

God I can't believe that I'm still here
confusions mold and infusions sear
pronounced your departure on a wing
and you know, I can't feel a thing.