Wondering If You Knew

I cannot take back the words I said,
I couldn't shut down the thoughts in my head
that have put up this wall
that has split us in two
but I am truly sorry
and I was wondering if you knew.

Insecurity and odd logic several times on me befell
but this time, unlike those,
I lost the faith I should've held
all the believing I had done,
I then commenced to undo
afraid of getting hurt, you see
and I was wondering if you knew.

I put you in the center of my world for so long
yet I have no explanation as to where I went wrong
the eyes that once made me melt
I can no longer look into
ashamed of the pain I put in them
and I was wondering if you knew.

I know that I have hurt you
couldn't think of what to do
couldn't think of what to say
when I came to see you
if you'd have made me look
tears would've come through
I wanted to ask you to forgive me
and I was wondering if you knew.

You are the beautiful one
the magic touch that frees
the soul and the emotion
simplifying life's complexities

Me...I'd give anything
even get down on my knees
to have your forgiveness would turn me
to a feather in the breeze

and I would never come down
never again fall untrue

you are in my heart forever
and I was wondering if you knew.


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