Time was lost,
and what was found?
Loneliness,
frustration,
and heartache.
Found again,
and again.
With this struggle,
and endless cycle,
time is lost,
and pain is found.
Missed opportunities,
and people who were missed.
In this lost time,
so much was lost,
little was gained,
and nothing's right.
my ears ache
from screaming in my head
my ears yearn
to hear those words
those words musical
bringing me out of
this darkest darkness
listening so hard
the silence is loud
I'm yelling htose words
hoping for an echo
but it just won't come
my ears yearn
will I ever learn
my ears ache
I'm no longer sane
my hart is fading
my mind is losing
my ears won't give in
just wanting that music
yearning for that music
that doesn't seem to come
Awaken
What and why
how and who
when will I ever
find an answer?
Confusion forever
frustration always
nothing's black and white
just a lot of gray.
Clouding my site
fogging the answers.
Losing my sanity
colorful hopes.
Am I asking too much?
I'm missing so much.
Show me the way
listen to what I say.
So much alike
in everything we do
just different sources
of our pain
different sources
of our ambition.
Happiness in the pain
of all my sorrow
consuming my heart.
What shall I do
how shall I do it?
Sanity lost
visons of a sunset
closing to a day
is this the end
or just a beginning
to a beautiful night
of a star strewn sky
or darkness of a night
a period of blindness
but at the end of the night
beauty shows through
in a sunrise breathtaking.
Showing light
and colors again
as I admire the stars
I cannot help but wonder
when that sunrise
will awaken my senses.
