Fear
I fear your touch,
I fear your words.
I fear your heart,
because of what it does to me.
I fear your love,
because it doesn't ring true,
and you just don't understand
how much you hurt me
with your words.
I fear your touch,
because each time I feel you
I want nothing else but to be with you,
and I don't want to fall
into this hole once more.
I fear your words,
because they express
all I don't want to hear,
tell me what I don't want to know.
Your heart is the worst,
because it can't seem to find
a way to make a up it's mind
to love me or not.
It's confusing as hell
rings true as a bell
and the fear is from you
and the fear is the fear
of never getting over you
no matter how hard I try
you bring me down
back into that hole
that dreaded hole
that's so hard to get out of.
Just as I reach the top
you drag me back down
with your words
and your feared touch
that captivates and traps me.
So just stop it
right here in this moment.
I'm on the verge of getting out
and I don't need your touch
to brig me back down
into that hole
just let me be
I'm almost free.
I don't need this anymore.
I don't need this fear
to ever be here
again.
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