She tries to try
or at least convinces herself
she does.
She thinks He thinks
she's doing okay, but
she knows
She doesn't really know.
if she's doing what He wants her to.
She wants.
She wants to want
to do what he needs, but she doesn't think
she really wants that.
She thinks and prays
and tries to try, but it's not enough, this
she knows.
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