THINKING ABOUT YOU
I finally did it, by sitting and thinking.
It took a spell of eating and drinking.
I finally stopped my momentum from sinking.
And my turn-signal light has just finished blinking.

I drive away in a car I'm not sure I ever paid for.
I don't know how the arguement turned out, I forgot to keep score.
A little part of my soul wants to go back for some more.
But the rest of my mind disagrees, knows I've lost this war.

I don't think I know you anymore.
I know I don't love you anymore.
I don't want to see you anymore.
But for now I'll just think about you some more.

The memories flooded in, just like a river.
I thought of the things I had wanted to give her.
I know that all I've done is live her.
I tried to be hers, I couldn't deliver.

I drive down the highway at ludicrous speeds, a squad car just inches behind.
I know I should stop and surrender to him, but I've lost control of my mind.
So I step on the gas, shoot forward a bit, and wonder what luck I will find.
I think that I must be completely insane, for finding myself in this bind.

I don't think I know her anymore.
I'm sure I don't love her anymore.
I don't think I'll see her anymore.
But for now I'll just think about her some more.

I'd finally done it, by sitting and thinking.
It took a spell of eating and drinking.
I'd finally stopped my momentum from sinking.
But my turn-signal light will no longer be blinking.

I try to escape, the cop is too fast, he keeps coming and coming again.
So I floor it some more, spin out of control, and shoot out into the next lane.
A truck is against me, we hit head-on, the collision sends shocks through my brain.
And I thought about her, in my last living thoughts, as I gritted my teeth through the pain.

I don't think I know you anymore.
I know I can't love you anymore.
Now that I'm not here, I can't see you anymore.
But I spent my last thoughts, thinking about you some more.