Hello. I am really horrible about updating everyday. I really mean too. It's just that I really have a lot going on right now. I hope that no one hates me or anything like that.
So this week is the county fair. YEEEEEEEEEEEEHAW!!!!!! Maybe not. I really hate fair because the grocery store is super slow until about 15 minutes before closing and then everyone rushes in and we have to stay for an hour extra. That really pisses me off.
Tonight they had the TEEN DANCE. And of course my frieds were all dying to go. So they came and got me from work at ten. The only problem was that I was still wearing my Grocery Bin shirt. I was really kind of embarrassed about it. All of the other girls were looking really cute in their little tank tops and here I am wearing a shirt with little vegetable characters embroidered on the pocket. How lame I am.
But not quite as lame as the dance. I was home by midnight.
I can't believe that I am leaving for school in a week and a half. I never thought this day would come. I am so nervous. My mom is going to bawl. I am too. I feel kind of bad leaving her. She makes me feel like once I leave I can never come back. I wasn't really planning on staying in Michigan forever. I wanted to go to the University of Wyoming next year, but the way my mom talks, I'll never see any of my family again.
I feel really bad about something. I really love to write this journal. And I like people to read it, but I don't like reading other peoples online journals. My sister says its because I haven't found anyone that I relate to yet. I guess that's probably it. I tried to read some other girls but they are all so philosophical. I'm just some eighteen-year-old air-head who just happens to know HTML. I feel bad, like I am a very selfish, self-absorbed person. But that really isn't me. I usually love to listen to other peoples lives. I guess I just don't like reading about them. I'm sorry. I bet I just lost every reader I had.
Guess what? This boy that I work with is going to see WCW Monday Nitro. AND HE"S GOING TO BUY ME A STING T-SHIRT!!!!!!!!!! Ok now you know my deep, dark secret. I like to watch professional wrestling. I used to really hate it, but now it's kind of fun to watch. Wow, I'm just telling you all of the things there are to hate about me tonight.
I better quit while I'm ahead.
Good-night,
Christina :)