Awry

I'm sorry that I couldn't be
The only guy you would need
And maybe in this state
You will find somebody greater than me

Try not to think about
The simple truths you live without
Try not to face the music
Strip my soul and then abuse it

Fate is only
Lucky numbers
take your picks
And soundly slumber
When you arise
All will be well
You'll finally have
a soul to sell
Reproduce
the words you find
Inside your head
that make you blind
Can you feel
my sympathy?
For one so conceited
And still so empty?
and now its time
to say good night
I won't believe
that I will fight
saying I love you
to your face
Even though
I couldn't mean it less
Is there anyone
inside your body
Or is it evil
you embody
Trapped in all the lies
you fed me
Poisoned words
I find so deadly
Icy grip
destroys my sanity
To lead me from
the growing vanity
Of pain and hate
and guilty thoughts
Poured into my brain
until it rots
Make me retarded
with your ways
Vulgarity hidden
by your grace
Folded into
life and death
You tap me to
my dying breath