Dreaming

I know I must be dreaming
Cause people like you don't happen to people like me
All I pray is that I never wake up
That the truth is something I'll never see

Cause I've never felt like this before
And I know I'll never feel the same way again
Whenever you come around or say anything to me
All I can do is where this sheepish grin

Where do I take these emotions from here I do not know
But I know that I'll always have a space
Inside my heart where you can do with whatever you please
I just wish that it were a bigger place

And I'd give all I had in this world
To make you feel the same way for me
But in my heart I know that it's just wishful thinking
But that still doesn't stop how I believe

Cause my love for you cannot be beaten
And near impossible to match
But if you're love for me is ever the same as I have for you
I just pray that the moment lasts

And you'll never know the way it felt when you kissed me
On the day that I got your flu
And by the following day I had a temp of a 100
But the only thing I could think about was you

And as I laid on my bed feeling more and more like crap
I knew there was no way that I would survive
And you were the only thing that really kept me going
Yes it was you who kept me alive

And as I shivered in-between my sheets
I had nothing better to do but start hoping
That you and I would stay forever together
And there was a reason I was taking all those ibuprofen

Too painful to swallow, too tired to move
I finally tried to commit suicide
But I was so drugged up on the Aspirin
I couldn't remember how to die

And as my final breaths came
I saw the light up ahead
Then I heard my telephone
Start ringing by my bed

And with a strength of the gods
I snatched it up thinking it was you
I was right and oh so happy
Till you told me we were through?

And then I killed you
you stupid jerk