Fan of your Torture

Smile if you need to
I know that's what you want
Now I know you love the kill
Even more than the hunt

You set me up with promises
I knew you couldn't keep
And you now you are just lying more
When you pretend to be hurt and weep

You're in love with being in love and nothing more
You're sure not in love with me
You're aren't even fooling yourself
The lies too impossible to believe

But how could you fake the drama so well
How could you take me to my personal hell
And make me glad I got there because of you
What are all these evil things you do

Why can't I pretend that it is real?
Why can't the truth be the words you say but don't feel?