Games

What kind of games are you playing with me
Is this really how you want it to be
Forgive me for being cynical but I think you're full of shit
You use the words "I love you" that I don't believe a bit
you wrap yourself in wicked ways I but I don't tell you how to live
And all you do is take my love with nothing there to give
Am I just a foolish boy unable to give up on my dreams
Or is it just that this is all as fucked up as it seems

Living in the past
Oh how long can it last
Tripping on the lies
You threw to me

Smile girl you know you got what you want
Or do you not like the prey as much as the hunt
If you're gonna watch me cower with this guilt
Then I need to take down the pedestal I built
Make your play or make me a fool I just wish that you would choose
It doesn't take a genius to know I've got nothing left to lose
You got my heart you got my soul you hold me in your hand
But I know it can't be long before you let it slip away like sand

Wipe away your tears
There is nothing left to fear
I'm chained to my conscience
That just says let it be

I hope someday that I finally get the nerve
To give you everything that you deserve
I cant wait for all my doubts to suddenly be gone
But until that day you know I am still your pawn
Who am I kidding we both know what I am
I'd be yours forever if you just gave a

But I keep all this misery bottled up inside
And I can't bear to take the lonely road to suicide

Ruining my life
By feeding me with strife
And abiding by the rules
Can't set me free