Growing Tired

Don't look at me that way
I know what you feel right now
Cause I am feeling the same way too
But I am not the one
Who's holding hands with a stranger
I believe that would be you
Are you leading him on?
Are you leading him astray?
Are you leading him where you lead me?
Am I just another sheep
To follow the shepherd
Is that what you want me to be
We are headed for disaster
Unless you come to grips
Unless I can get this through
I'm not going to be trapped
On your leash forever
While you decide what you want to do

I can't be a hologram
I can't be a shadow
I can't be hollowed out
I am not your fool
I can't be mistaken
I can't be forgotten
I can't be gotten rid of
I am not your tool

Stop smiling at me that way
The instant he is gone
For all I know you're only thinking of him
And I won't waste my time anymore
If you'll just tell me how you feel
About me always, not just "now and then"
The earth won't shake
My heart won't break
I will find a way to carry on
And don't despair
Cause maybe I won't care
If I'm ever again your pawn
So if you tell me
I'm the one for you
Then I guess it's not too late
But don't feed me your shit
And expect me to swallow
Just get your head straight