Mind Maker

If she can just replace her love with anger
Then I might be off the hook
And instead of giving her a broken heart
I'll just be given a dirty look

Its not hard for me to say Hello
But the goodbyes take so long
Because when your mind tells you what you're doing is right
Your heart will always say its wrong

So tell me where I go from here
Cause I cant decide on my own
I'm so afraid of leaving her in anguish
But even more afraid of living alone

It appears my selfishness has no end
My greed will surely pay the price
And when I leave a girl I love behind
Will all the other girls ever suffice

Maybe I'm just being too pessimistic
Feeling like I've cheated my soul
Or maybe I'm just being too nieve
Believing I am the one in control

I can't make up my mind
Whether I want to continue this way
Cause somehow I feel like were both being used
But we just don't have the courage to say