As he sat in his room
Feeling sorry for himself
He remembered the gun
On his dad's top shelf

So he went into the bedroom
Where his mom and dad slept
He wrote two suicide notes
And then he wept

He called his g-friend and asked to come over
Then he stuck the gun to his head
A flash and then he fell
With a skull full of lead

Well the girl came by to his house
After an hour or so had passed
To say that she was sorry
The relationship didn't last

She saw the body and screamed
And fell to her knees
Crying and too shaken
To call the police

Her hand brushed against
Something by his coat
And then she realized
it was his suicide note

He wrote that he was sorry
He couldn't be the perfect man
And he would rather spend his life in hell
Than ever disappoint her again?

When Tommy's parent's arrived
They were horrified to witness
Their boy lying in a pool of blood
His head a grotesque mess



And in the bathroom blood was saturating the floor
Where his g-friend committed suicide
She was lying in the floor with holes for wrists
And a razorblade by her side

One week later the second note was found
Where they had been keeping the gun
It was by their son Tommy of course
And he wrote that he was glad it was done

He knew how fragile her feelings were
He wrote on the note found on the top shelf
And he hoped that she would kill herself
If he couldn't have than neither could anyone else

He tricked her deceived her
Just as she did to him
And revenge was sweeter than pity
Worth the eternal sin