Another Day Inside This Head

Able bodied without a body of my own
Never without company but still always alone
Open-minded if your thoughts match up with mine too
Thoroughly cleansed from all my sins, why do I feel abused?

Hate me desecrate me, I’m so far from pure
Everything is spinning where it once seemed clear and sure
Riding towards that sunset but I’m burning from the rays
Deliver me from evil, Lord and steer me from wicked ways

Another day inside this god-damned sacrilegious brain
Yearning for a piece of mind or death cuz it’s the same
Inside this head you’ll find a web of complicated design
No connections from top to bottom, but it’s all fine

Sweetened flesh for me to feast is what I call my friends
Imagining they all envy me, there’s no chance to make amends
Drawn into a simple few instructions I obey
Even when my conscious keeps begging my heart to stay

Trust me and you’ll find that my words are most sincere
Helping you cope but you’re the dope, cuz I am nowhere near
Insidious and deceiving, vicious and without thought
Surrender now and maybe you can leave with what you brought

Here and now my brain is pulsing with a life unique
Even in this dampened world where everything seems bleak
Able-bodied bodies passing me but without their souls
Dead for the urge to feel hollow, their hearts are full of holes



SIDE NOTE: Ir you read down the left hand side of the poem, you will see the title. (Another Day Inside this Head)
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