Cup Your Hands

Cup your hands
I need somebody to catch my tears
Cuz I know you are
The only one who cares
You listen to my dreams
And tell me just what I need to hear
But I don’t want to live any more
If only I hadn’t gotten involved with you
I’d just wave good bye and then I’d leave
Forgotten in a year or two
But you stay here and love me so
God, what am I to do
I’m tired of fighting to stay alive
I’d rather just die and pay the price
Cuz I’m empty as it is
And only blanking my mind could suffice
But I just can’t seem to lose your shine
Despite my urge to end my life
And it’s all because of you
You are the only one who I live for
So please just smile and wave goodbye
So I don’t have to wait any more
To leave this horrible place
With a smile on my face
Cuz I’m just a big disgrace
A piece of shit down to the core
So cup your hands while this boy cries
Praying for that day he dies
But please don’t think you’re in the wrong
You are the only reason I’ve held on
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