Ending the Hate

Your heart will never break
You know that I’m just a mistake
But my heart will stay unscathed
You never mattered anyway

I can only lie to you for so long
You can only make me feel so wrong
Before I finally confess to you
The things I say, the things I do

My words are formed with precision
Every romantic line a unbiased decision
Not meaningful so that it will flow
I make it all up as I go

I don’t live out these words that I write
I live in lies to impair my sight
So that you feel great when you are not
My feelings blinded my thoughts

But I hold on in all my pain and sorrow
Clinging and praying for a better tomorrow
But I still feel like there’s nothing there
And I hope you know that I don’t care

You hide inside
With cries and sighs
How I hate
Your fucking lies
That burn and yearn
To cause concern
It’s something that
They’ll never earn
Cause you feed your needs
And wants with greed
So deep inside
You plant your seed
It’s about to sprout
And I have no doubt
You plan to butcher me
From the inside out

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