Plea

Interlaced within this life I’m filled with thoughts
Rationalizing this world I’ve never known
Never could I have imagined the way my insides could rot
Hatred in my heart, hatred to the bone
Every other word can serve me better
Every word would just be meaningless
Even though in the end it all comes together
Lost, I dispose of my urge to guess
Don’t you ever want to leave this barren place
Paying debts to save your credit and your soul
You just want to disclaim your human race
Gun cocked and ready, where do you want the hole?
Over and over these feelings mock and tease
Only if I had something or someone to live for
Under the weight of worlds I’m brought down to my knees
Driven to level ground, I just need something more

SIDE NOTE: Ok, this one is a little tougher, but if you read every other letter on the left hand side starting at the top, you will get "I need you" if you then read the letters you skipped, you will get "r help god", so together it reads, "I need your help god." Spiffy, huh?
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