As I sit and write at my desk...my eyes keep drifting to the candle in
front of me..looking at the flame and wishing...waiting for my dark
prince to come. Wanting him to come and claim me for his own. Wanting
him to come and take me away with him. I write about him at night
when I sit alone. Hoping my wanting him enough will bring him to me.
The window is open to my room...and a cool breeze is blowing in
and swirling the flame around on the candles that are lit around
me...not enough to blow them out... just enough to make them dance
about and cause the room to look as though is it alive and full of
shadows.
I continue writing and I let my mind wander...suddenly a stronger
wind blows through my room and extinquishes my candles...all but one. As
I turn I see him standing there in the window. Silently watching
me..beckoning me. I close my eyes, sure it is a dream again. A vision
like so many before of a lonely wandering mind. But when I open them
he is still there.
I rise from my chair and approach him slowly. Afraid to touch him
for fear he will disappear. I reach out to him and place my hand on his
chest. He takes my hand and pulls me to him...holding me close. I lift
my face up to gaze into his eyes and with a hand behind my head he
pulls me close for a kiss. Oh...when our lips touch...finally touch. I
have dreamed of his lips on mine for so long. He kisses me tenderly
at first and as our passion rises our kiss becomes more urgent. Our
tongues dancing against one another. I feel his hands move across my
back and up where he slides the straps from my gown off my shoulders
and lets my gown fall away from me... I want the kiss to last
forever..but he ends it long enough to reach down and lift me to him.
He carries me to my bed and lays me down gently.
He looks down at me and his dark eyes are full of the same
passion I feel for him. He slips his shirt off and lies down
beside me. Kissing my face, my neck, my shoulders...my soft moans
the only sound in the room. I feel his lips on my breasts and my
moans grow louder. His hands exploring my body...sending shivers
through me...he knows I want him to make love to me. I want to feel him
inside me..I want him to release me. I want him to take me completely
and make me his. I want to belong to him.
As he lifts himself up and over me our eyes meet and he knows
I'm ready for him. I want to feel his passion, his hunger.
I feel him enter me...and our bodies begin to move
together...slowly and passionately...our pleasure building together. My
pleasure all consuming...taking my voice except for my moaning...I can form
no words to tell him how I feel...but he knows. As I near the moment of my
release our movements become more precise...more deliberate...as i call
his name out loud and let my pleasure take me I feel his teeth sink
into my breast. The pain so sweet... I cry out as my pleasure is
intensified...it's almost more than I can bear. When he has had his
fill of me he allows his pleasure to take him and I feel his body
tense. Oh, the pleasure he makes me feel. No other will ever
do after my Dark Prince. I tell him I want him to make me his...but he
just whispers 'soon my love, soon' ...he kisses me and his hands begin
to move over me again. He kisses me tenderly all across my face,light
feathery kisses across my neck, down my shoulders. He kisses each
breast...nibbling softly on my hardened nipples. Oh, my
Prince...please...make me yours tonight. His tongue traces lightly down
my stomach and across to my thigh...he licks down the inside of my
thigh and my moans are all that's heard again as my pleasure
mounts...anticipation causing me to tremble under his touch. He moves his
mouth to me and begins to caress me with his tongue...knowing just the
right places to bring me to the edge again quickly. As my pleasure
builds, I feel it take me like a wave washing over me...I am aware of
nothing else...just his tongue on me and the pleasure that takes me
away. As my orgasm hits its peak I feel his teeth sink into the
inside of my thigh. The intensity of him taking blood from my vein causes me
to lose all sense of where I am and what is happening. The pleasure is
all consuming and I am lost to it for many minutes. He holds me close
to him till I can again speak. I ask him to let me also take his blood
into my mouth so I will belong to him completely... but he smiles and
tells me I have to be patient. After a few minutes he kisses my eyes
and I fall asleep...
When I finally open my eyes again I am alone... the only
movement other than my breathing is the candle's reflection on the
wall. I reach over and feel for his warmth on the bed beside me but
feel none...I close my eyes and reach down to my breast to feel the
bite he left..but there is nothing...I begin to cry softly...knowing I
was alone and only imagined him like so many nights before. One night
he will come for me...one night my Dark Prince will come and take me
away and when he does I'll be waiting...I'll be waiting...