~Once we were lovers, just lovers we were, Oh, what a lie Once we were dreamers, just dreamers we were, Oh you and I Now I see you're just someone who wasted all my time and money What a lie, you and I~

It had been 4 years since I left Orlando and moved to Ca to finish high school. Now I was back home and going to college. I had just moved in to my new apartment with my best friend Kat. She was the only one I kept in touch with after I left. All my other friends where friends of his and he was the last person I wanted to see. I had dated AJ because of Kat she thought we were good for each other, but all I got from him was lies, heart ache and promises that were never kept. I often thought of what my life you be like if we were still together or even just friends. Every now and then Kat told me what was going on with him. The group the BackStreet Boys were a big hit in Europe. AJ even mailed her the CD they had over there. It didn't bug me that she talked to him, I just wish she left me out of it. "Hey Bitch its about time you got your ass up!" I walked in to the kitchen where Kat had the coffee going. "Hey girl did that party next door keep you up last night? I almost went over there and killed the person who had it." Kat just about fell off her chair laughing. "You know that was the party I was at. Let me tell you it was fun! And you would have liked the guys that were there." Here we go she's going to try and set me up. "You know what hold that thought until I get home from school...bye!" I ran out the door I knew what she was up to. As I turned around to go down the stairs I ran smack in to a brick wall or so I thought. Losing my balance I feel right on my ass. " Oh my god I'm so sorry!! Are you ok sweetie?" Mumbling to my self I got up with his help. "Ya I'm ok just a little sore on the tush." I looked up into the most beautiful green eyes..and the rest of him want that bad either. We must have stood there for weeks just looking at each other. Shaking my self out of my thoughts about me, him , and a bed I looked at my pager that was going off. " OH SHIT I'M LATE!!! sorry to do a hit and run but if I don't get to class my teacher will kick me out." Running out to my car I took off with our a second look. " So whats your name?....I'm Kevin and I must say I love your name...What a dummy I am!" "Hey Kev talking to your self again??" Kevins roommate Howie was at the top of the stairs and saw what went on. " Ya you know me. Hit and run." Kevin laughed and went in side.

All day long I thought about that guy I ran in to. Stupid me should have got his name and number. After my two classes where over I went to go look for a job. About the only thing I was good at was photography and being a secretary. Opening up the paper I found one that sounded good. I called up the number and talk to a lady for a good half hour. She asked me about past jobs, and got there numbers so she could call and talk to my ex bosses. " Well Amber I think you sound like your meant for this job. Why don't you come down tomorrow about 5 and will talk some more and I'll introduce you to the person you might work for." "That sounds great thanks." After I hung up the phone I ran into Kats room to tell her the good news. " I think you and me need to go Party tonight!!" After we took our showers and got dressed we started to go to the car. "Oh SOB!!" I ran in to another brick wall and fell on my ass, but when I looked up it was the same guy. Kat was behind me laughing her head off while some guy came out of the door across the hall. "Kev are you doing a hit and run again?" Helping me up I took the time to look him over. "So your names Kevin? Well hi I'm Amber and thats Kat." Kat gave a little wave but kept her eyes on the guy next to her. " Well Amber its nice to run into you again. Oh and thats Howie my roommate." "So where are you two ladies going tonight?" Howie was checking out Kat and liked what he was seeing. Trying not to look to shaken Kat tried to talk but nothing came out. "Were going out dancing. Hey I got a idea want to join us?" God I would love to be in his arms all night long. I couldn't stop the thoughts going through my mind and Kat was having the same problems. "Sure let me just change and we will get going." Kevin ran up to the apartment and was back in five minute and was ready to go.

We all piled into Kevins jeep and took off to a club he knew about. As soon as we walked in the door Kev pulled me to the dance floor. Kat and Howie went to the bar to get drink and then a table. "So Howie what do you do?" "Well me and Train are in the entertainment business, mostly music." Taking a seat at a table Kat looked out to the dance floor to see me and Kevin getting pretty close. "I cant put my finger on it but I've seen you two somewhere before." Letting out a sigh Howie new he had to tell her and hope she wouldn't freak out. " Well have you heard of the BackStreet boys? Me and Kev are two of the five guys in the group." Kats head snapped around and looked at Howie. She then looked back at Kev and me. "Oh shit Ambers going to kill me now! Look Howie I better tell you something me and AJ are really good friends and well....him and Amber over there dated in high school." " You mean thats the 10,000 promises girl that AJ wrote about? You know he keeps her picture with him all the time. He keeps saying that one day he'll get her back. What happened to them?" Kat proceeded to tell Howie about me and AJ and what went wrong. That the song wasn't about me lying to him but the other way around.

"It looks like Howie and Kat are hitting it off." We were dancing to a slow song that was now playing in the club. When he talked to me he would put his lips right next to my ear so he would barley touching it. I have never been so sexually frustrated in my life and I was loving every minute of it. We talked all night about our families, and our past. I told him about my life in California and how I just moved back here. He wouldn't tell me what he did and to tell you the truth I didn't care. All I knew was that I was going to love having him next door to me. All night long We danced talked and drank. Howie kept giving Kev and me these looks that I didn't understand. By the end of the night me and Kat were so far gone the guys had to carry us to our rooms. "Kev stay with me tonight. Please?" Howie and Kat were standing in the doorway as Kevin was putting me down on my bed. "I don't think that would be a good idea to sleep together seeing how we just met." I started to bust up laughing and Kat was right behind me. "Come on Howie I need help getting into bed." Two seconds later we heads he bedroom door slam shut. " Hun I didn't say I wanted to have sex with you I just want to fall asleep in your arms thats all. I'm having such a good time I don't want it to end." "Tell you what I'll stay until your asleep then I'll go..how dose that sound?" Nodding my head he clime in to bed and put his arms around me. I fell in to a deep sleep. Kat and Howie were cuddled up in her room sleeping. Kevin ended up staying the night too but he wasn't able to sleep. All he could think about is what he would like to do to me and with me. The thing that bugged him the most was he thought he had seen me before he just couldn't think of where. 1