Brain got fed up with trying to get me to come out with him and Nick. So he picked me up and flung me over his shoulder and took me to the car. As we passed Kevin who was on the phone I tried to get him to help me but he just laughed. Once we got in the car we took off to go get Nick. " So Amber how are you doing? I haven't see you in a long time." I took a quick look at Brian. He had a black t shirt on and blue pants. *He looks hot...wait a minute this is Brian I'm talking about!* "I'm doing good. Work is hell but it pays the bills you know? How about you? how is the album going. Kevin hasn't told me much and when he dose its he tells me its going ok." " Well I'm going to tell you the truth. If AJ is in the room Kev will leave. He wont be in the same room as him. Things are really tense when there together. We are all upset with him for what went on but me, Nick, and Howie have been able to put it aside and work with him. We all sat down and talked with him so he knows how we feel about it." Brain and I talk the whole way to Nicks. I basically opened up to him and told him how I was feeling about the whole AJ thing and he would give me advise about it. When we got to Nicks I saw that all the lights were out. "Did he know we were coming over?" Brian just smiled at me as I got out of the car. Nick came flying out of the house and tackled me. "AMBER!!!! Have I told you how much I love you?" "Nick your crazy!" We all piled back into Brain's car and took off. They wouldn't tell me where we were going. Twenty minute later we were pulling into Disney World. I had never been there and I couldn't wait to go on all the rides. We spent the whole day at the park going on the rides and seeing some of the shows. There were a few times when me and Bri would gang up on Nick or they would gang up on me. One time Nick got sick of me picking of him. We were standing out side of the mens bathroom waiting for Brian when all of a sudden Nick picked me up and through me in the fountain. Little did Nick know Brian was right behind him and pushed him in when he was laughing. The only bad thing was Nick landed right on top of me. All in all it was a great day.

On the way home I fell asleep in the car. It had been along day and I needed some sleep. Brian took me home first. Instead of waking me Nick picked me up and carried me to the apartment. Slipping his hand into my pocket he pulled out my keys and opened the door. Brain walked in to see Kev, Joe, and Ambear sitting on the couch talking and watching a movie. Kevin felt a stab of jealousy as he saw Nick holding me. "Hey Ambear, Joe your not sapos to be here. How are you two...any kids yet?" Ambear got a little embarrassed at Brain's comment. She and Joe had been together for just over a year. They hit it off right away. They were sole mates. " Nope no kids..yet. Here Nick give me Amber and I'll go put her in bed. I know how she feels about people going in there." Taking me from Nick, Joe made his way to my room. No one saw the look Kevin had on his face except Ambear. I had told her about Kevin and all he did for me. She just wondered what Kevin was thinking. She wanted to ask but she didn't know him that well. *Maybe I'll have Joe talk to him.* Nick and Brian sat down and started to talk to with everyone.

Joe opened the door to my room and sat me on the bed. Taking a seat in the chair on my desk. He moved his eyes across my desk and saw a photo of me and him. It was taken on the first day we met. It had been at a NKOTB show back in 94. Right before the group called it quits. Setting the picture back down he saw other pictures around my desk and on the bulletin board above it. There were photos of me and some of Howie, and Kat, Kevin and me, and me and Kat. One photo on my desk was of me and Ambear at his first show that he did when he realized his solo album. "Joe is that you?" Smiling he got up and walked over to me. "Hey you sexy thing! Miss me?" Jumping up I ran over to Joe and gave him a great big hug. " Did I miss you?!? No I didn't....Just kidding. What are you doing here? I thought you wouldn't be here for another three days." We walked out into the other room. By now Howie and Kat had got there. " Well gosh guys if I had known yall were going to be here I wouldn't have gone off to play with Brian and Nick and just stayed here to clean up the place." " Oh thanks! I guess I didn't do a good job." Kevin crossed his arms over his chest and started to pout. I got up and walked over to him. Taking a seat on his lap I wrapped my arms around his neck. " Awww Train I still love ya." I pulled him over and kissed him on the lips. I just didn't expect it to feel so good. I thought I heard Kevin sigh when our lips touched. When I pulled away I got back up and walked over to my seat. the guys were all doing cat calls now. "Yall are nuts!!" After some more talking we all decided to go out dancing. We all went our different ways and got ready. Ambear and Joe were staying at a hotel so they went to go change. I went to my room and started to look for what I wanted to wear. Kevin was standing at my door looking at me. I felt his eyes on me so I turned around and smiled. "Whats up Kevy?" He just smiled back and went to his room. His smile wasn't like the ones I come to know. It was a sad smile...I don't know why but it was.