"Hey girl you aren't ready yet?! You think you were going to see a king or something." Ambear swatted my hands away and started to do my hair for me. "I smelled the cologne that Kevins got on and I see you have the necklace that he gave you. Whats up?" "I don't know. I like him and all but I don't want to mess up what we have. Today after I was changing I turned to come in here and he was standing at my door just looking at me. After a min or two he came in and told me I was missing something. It was this. I think he was going to kiss me well my neck but yall knocked on the door." Ambear went nuts she was so happy for me. " Girl the man likes you!! I know in that hard Irish head of yours you like him too. Stay here tonight and me and Joe will go tell everyone at the club you will be coming later. That way you two can get it on!" I gave her a light punch in the arm. We stayed in there a little longer to touch up our hair and makeup. Making her promise that she wont tell ANYONE what we talked about we walked out to the guys. "Hey two sexy ladies in one place!! I like these odds!" Walking over to Joe Ambear gave him a kiss and pulled him out to the car. Kevin and I stood there for the longest time just looking at each other. He started to walk over to me the way I was dressed, the way I smelled, my smile all of them were messing with his mind. He didn't know if he should start going to the car or walk over and kiss me. He thought the kissing one sounded best so he started to walk over to me. "We should really get going. We don't want to keep the others waiting." He nodded his head and went to open the door for me. As I passed by he thought *I don't give a damn about the others...just you*. He couldn't bring him self to say it out loud. Shutting the door he walked down to the car with me in total and utter silence.

Everyone was at the club that night. They all got there before us. Nick had brought his new flavor of the week. I never got her name because I knew by next weekend there would be a new girl. Howie and Kat were there together. Everyone gave them a bad time. Kat didn't know it until she walked in that Howie had left a love bite on her neck. Blushing she made her way to the bathroom to cover it up. When we weren't picking on Joe and Ambear about kids and getting married, we would pick on Kat and Howie. Brian came by him self. Walking around saying hi to everyone he gave all the girls a kiss on the cheek. "Damn girl you look good!! Lets dance." Grabbing me by the hand Brain pulled me out to the dance floor. Kevin went to the bar to get me and him a drink. He decided that tonight would be the night he told me how he felt. He just hoped it wouldn't change anything. Brian and I had a nice little talk as we danced. Sometimes the others would go out there and join us so we would talk with them. "Brain you have kept me out here for five songs. I think I need to take a seat and rest." I started to walk to the table when I noticed that Brian wasn't with me I turned a round to see Brian dancing with some blonde. "GO B-ROK!!!" He turned and gave me a thumbs up. Looking at the table the only open spot was next to Kevin. I should have known that Joe and Ambear would have me sit by him. And knowing them I was sure they told Kat and Howie. "Hey guys I don't think Brian likes me anymore. He found him self a girl on the dance floor." Every one looked at each other. "Joe I want to dace!" Ambear jumped up and grabbed Joes hand and pulled him out on to the dance floor. "Kat would you like to dance?" Before she can say a word Howie has pulled Kat up and got her on the dance floor. "Here I got you a drink when you and Brian were dancing. I thought you might need it." I took the glass Kevin handed me and took a sip. "This is really good. Whats it called?" "Its called a french kiss." I almost spat out my drink. I looked over at Kev and he had a smile on his face. "What? I was going to tell you what it was in a different way." Turning my body so I was facing Kev I sat there and studied his face."What way were you going to tell me?" Taking the glass out of my hand he placed it back on the table. Then reaching back he took both of my hands in his. He looked me in the eyes as he brought them up to his mouth. Kissing the tip of each of my fingers he then worked his way up one of my arms. I was in shock! Kevin had never been this bold before. I didn't know weather to pull away, to try and talk him into stopping, or to get up and leave. I was knocked out of my thoughts by a pair of green eyes looking into mine. We kept looking at each other. "This is how a really wanted to tell you." leaning in he let his lips lightly brush mine. I got a chill down my spine as I felt his mouth open and his tongue licked my lips. Opening my mouth I gave his tongue access to what was inside. Kevin was a little shocked that I was letting him do this but he sure as hell wasn't going to stop and ask.

The gang was out on the dance floor looking at me and Kevin. "Awww Trains got a girlfriend!!." Nick started to poke fun at Kevin. *DAMN! I forgot how good it felt when I kissed her the first time.* I felt him pull back and I slowly opened my eyes. His thumb was rubbing the side of my face. I turned and saw that our friends were watching with smiles on there faces. "Kevin I think we should get out of here and talk about this." A look of confusion crossed his face but he quickly hid it. He helped me out of my chair and we walked out side. Seeing we couldn't leave because we came in the car with Ambear and Joe, we decided to walk to the coffee shop down the street. "What do you want to talk about?" We sat at a small table off in the corner across form each other. "Well that kiss for starters. Kevin whats with you? Lately you wont say much to me about whats going on. Your thinking all the time and when I ask you tell me its nothing. I fell like I'm lost and I need a map to fined my way." Looking up from his coffee he knew it was now or never. "Ok hear it is just don't say anything until I'm done. Ok?" Nodding my head that I was ok with that he went on. " I have tried time after time to go on with my life and just forget about all these thought that fill my head about you. I was doing good for a long time until you moved in with me. I kept telling my self that this is AJs girl I cant think like this. Then you guys broke up and you asked me to hold you that first night. It was all I could do not to kiss you and touch you. Same with all those other nights I would hear you crying but I held my self back. I would still be holding back if it wasn't for Joe and Ambear." "I knew they were up to something...." He started to laugh. He knew I wouldn't be able to keep my mouth shut to long. "Anyway! I know there right. Were good for each other I just hope you can feel it too. Amber I want...." I was about ready to cry I felt like I was on top of the world when he kissed me. " Kevy I love the friend ship that you and I have. What if it doesn't work and you and I end up just like me and AJ did. I don't think I could handle not having you there when I need someone to talk to. I love you. I have for a long time but I don't want to lose you." He got up and sat down next to me. Placing a hand on the side of my face so I would look at him he leaned down and kissed me. " I love you too and I know we can make it work. I'm not AJ. Unlike him I know how to treat a lady like she needs to be treated. Please lets give us a try." I only could think of one thing at that moment. Placing my hand behind his head I pulled him to me and I kissed him.

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