May 17th 1999
I was in England when the Millennium album came out, of course I had, had to
buy myself a copy, afterall, I may not have been with Kevin anymore but I
still loved him, and I enjoyed hearing him singing. even if it was like
torture to me. I still wanted him back in my life so badly, I longed for
him, yearned for him, I was a hopeless case as far as he was concerned.
After about the 6th play of the album, I decided I had to phone him and
congratulate him on a job well done. Kevin answered on the 4th ring..
"Hello..?" said his deep southern voice..
"Hi Kevin, its Jade.."
Silence...
"I erm, I was just ringing to say how much I enjoyed Millennium, its a
wonderful album, I'm sure you must be proud.."
I heard Kevin give a sardonic chuckle.. "yeah I am proud of it Jade, did you
particularly like the track 'Don't want you back..' it was written just for
you baby.."
His words were like a slap in the face, but I tried to remain
unaffected..."anyway Kevin..I..."
Click...
He had hung up on me...bastard!!

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Present Day...June 15th 1999
So that is my tale, now perhaps you can understand my loathing for the
Backstreet Boys, although maybe saying Backstreet Boys is unfair, maybe I
should Just say Kevin Richardson.
Actually this tale isn't exactly over, and I am being a bit unfair by making
you think it is, so let me fill you up to scratch..
After walking out on Kevin in January a week later I found out I was
pregnant, so now I am five months pregnant, and Kevin doesn't even know, I
was going to tell him last month when I called him about the album, but as
you know Kevin hung up on me so now I dont know what to do.
JC will be coming over in about 20 minutes maybe he can help me come up with
something. I'll let you know..