Brian! Nick answered " Yup, I'll be out in a minute" he said, trying
to keep his breath even. " Do you know where Howie
is?" Brian yelled through the door. " I think he went down stairs"
said Nick " I will be down in a sec" " ok" replied Brian. Nick and Howie
heard the hotel room door close.

Nick looked back at Howie nervously. Howie smiled " it's ok
Nick," he said gently. " I don't think he heard us"

Nick said " I am just so confused.. don't get me wrong" he
continued, hurriedly noticing the hurt on Howie's
handsome face." I enjoyed what just happend but I was not expecting in
and I am not sure how I really feel" Howie leaned over and kissed Nick
gently " I understand, " he said swallowing his hurt. " I
better get down to the lobby before the other guys notice." and with that
he left Nick alone in the bathroom.

Howie fought the tears back as he went to join the others. He
had hoped he hadent made a mistake by letting Nick
see how much he wanted him. " Thank god I did not tell him that I
love him" Howie thought.

Deep down, Howie knew that although he loved Nick, he was not
sure if he was ready to make the choice. Nick on the
other hand, stood there reliving what had just happend. He had also
relised he loved Howie, but like him, he was scared.

Nick finally came down to the lobby, not really looking at
Howie. "Sorry, I'm late." He said. A.J. looked at
him. "Too busy jacking off?" he teased.
Nick blushed. then he looked A.J. straight in the
eye. "Wouldn't you like to know?" A.J.'s mouth dropped open. He wasn't
not used to remarks like that coming from Nick. Nick just winked at him
and ran to catch up with Brian.

They all got into the limo that was taking them to the concert.
Even though they had tried to avoid contact, Howie
and Nick ended up next to each other. They both felt the sexual
tension rise all the way to the venue. They hoped no one noticed,
but unknown to them, one of them had A.J.

Two weeks later before a concert...

Nick was in his dressing room when he heard a knock at the
door. "Can I come in?" Nick licked his lips. "Come
on in, Howie." Nick answered. After Howie closed the door, they just
stared at each other for a minute.

Howie said, "We need to talk, we can't avoid one another, the
guys will notice." Nick agreed, "I know it's hard, I want to be natural
with you, but..." Howie turned away, "Yeah, I know. You regret what
happened, don't you..." He trailed off miserably. Howie tried to
stop the tears that fell.

Nick said gently, "No, Howie, I don't. I have had awhile to
think about it and I can't ignore my feelings for
you anymore." He turned Howie around to face him. Nick softly wiped
the tears off Howie's face and kissed him. "I love you." He
whispered and blue eyes connected with brown for a long eletric moment. "I
thought my feelings for you would pass." Admitted Howie, "but I can't
deny them anymore. I love you too." And with that he lowered his lips to
Nick's.

All the pent-up passion of the last few weeks exploded. Tongues
tangled and tasted in a frenzy of need.
v Howie ran his fingers through Nick's soft blond hair. "I want
you." He whispered in Nick's ear causing goosebumps
on the sensitive skin of Nick's neck. Nick smiled. "How bad?" He
teased. Before Howie could answer, he reached down and traced the outline
of Howie's cock through his jeans. "Oh, that bad." Nick grinned.
Howie immediately thrust his hips forward, trying to make more contact
with Nick's tormenting fingers.

Nick teased and tormented Howie's throbbing cock until he
cried out, sobbing with pleasure and frustration.
"Please..." Nick stopped to take off his clothes and Howie followed
suit. Both needing to feel flesh against flesh.

Under the hot lights of Nick's dressing room, their skin
glistened. Nick leaned Howie against the counter and
kissed him hard, his hands caressing Howie's muscular chest. When
Nick's sensitive fingers found one tight hard male nipple, they
teased it, making Howie shudder.

Nick followed the path his hands had taken with his mouth and
it made Howie whimper when Nick's mouth latched onto
one nipple and suckled. Nick moved onto the other one, teasing
Howie beyond belief. "I need your mouth on me, Nick, please..." Howie moaned
trying to catch his breath.

Nick smiled and dropped to his knees. Howie closed his eyes in
anticipation. At the first touch of Nick's tongue,
Howie's knees buckled with the sheer pleasure of it and he grabbed
the counter to keep from falling.

Nick took Howie's aching cock into his wet hot mouth. Howie
thrust his hips when Nick started to lick and suck
every fold. Nick moved his mouth off Howie's throbbing dick before
Howie could come, making Howie whimper at the loss. "Please,..
Nick..." Howie begged. Nick just smiled as he wetted one long finger.

Howie's eyes widened because he knew what was coming next.
"Hurry, please, I need you. "moaned Howie who was
going insane with the need for Nick. Nick inserted one finger in Howie's
ass, causing Howie to sigh with relief, then moan as Nick moved it in
and out, bringing Howie more pleasure than he thought possible. Nick
whispered, "I want to fuck you until you scream my name." Howie smiled.
"Yes, I want you inside me so bad..."

As Nick got up, Howie surprised Nick by falling to his knees.
"But, first I want to make you ache for me." And
with that, took Nick's swollen cock into his mouth.

Nick nearly passed out from the pleasure from Howie's mouth on
his cock. It had been so long and Nick was soon
sobbing in pleasure as Howie licked and sucked from base to tip. "Please,
let me fuck you." Nick whimpered.

When Howie knew that Nick couldn't stand it one minute more,
he stopped and moved Nick over to the couch that was
in one corner of the dressing room. Nick laid Howie down on his back
and wetted his asshole with a flick of his tongue. He wanted this
to feel as pleasurable as possible. Nick entered Howie's virgin
hole slowly, allowing them both to get used to the sensations,
now coursing through both their bodies. Then he pulled out, almost all
the way and thrust back in almost savagely, with need.

Howie cried out, "OOOH...Yes! Harder, please, Nick!" Nick slid
his engorged cock in and out, making them both moan
in pleasure. Nick took one hand and stroked Howie's throbbing cock as
he slid in and out. "Ohhh...Howie, you're so tight." Whimpered Nick, who
slowed down even more to tease Howie. Howie sobbed,
"Please...Nick..." Nick picked up speed as they got closer and closer to the edge of
sanity.

Howie leaned up and grabbed Nick in a long hungry kiss as Nick
moved in one last great thrust. Nick came and
screamed Howie's name in ecstasy, emptying his semen deep into Howie. Nick
leaned down and took Howie's cock into his mouth. As Nick flicked his
tongue over the tip, Howie came as well, shuddering and calling out
Nick's name.

Nick collapsed on top of Howie and they rested in each other's
arms. "I love you." Whispered Nick and pulled Howie
into a long loving kiss. "I love you too." Smiled Howie.

Just then, they were startled out of their reverie by the figure
of A.J., bursting through the door. "Nick, you ready
yet?" A.J. asked before he really saw them. A.J.'s eyes widened as he
realized who and what had happened. They both looked at him with
alarm, then with shock, as they realized that he wasn't surprised.