As night fell on the streets of London, Kevin finally made his
way back to the hotel, tired, hungry and dissapointed. No sign of Carin
anywhere.
Brian was relieved to se him at the door of the hotel. "Are you
ok?" he asked his cousin. Kevin gave him a wan smile.
"I guess if you dont consider heartsick" Brian gave him a hug. "It
will all be ok, we will find her." While Kevin was gone AJ had filled
all the guys in and WHile they all agreed he had acted like an idiot,
they knew he was in a lot of pain.
Michelle was standing in the corner of the hotel when Kevin walked
in. She watched as he cried on Brian's shoulder. "Good" she thought "he
finally got what he deserves." she eased her way twirds the door when
AJ caught sight of her from the corner of his eye.
"Where do you think you are going?" said AJ softly, yet menacingly,
grabbing Michelle's elbow.
Michelle jerked her head around with startled eyes. " Get your
hands off of me Aj.Now." She snapped stil trying to get out of the
hotel.
"Your not going anywhere" Kevin broke in. He had noticed AJ going
after a familiar figure and had come up behind them. "Not until you
explain" he added.
"There is nothing to talk about." she said , her hazel eyes
filling with tears and her hands going protectivly to her stomach. both
AJ and Kevin noticed but said nothing.
"there is pleanty to talk about-Now." Said Kevin forcfully. He half
dragged her up the hotel stairs. they were both silent until they got
to Kevin's room.
"In" he said and guided her into the room. "Dont go anywhere" he
said and went into the bathroom to change. When he got out to his
surprise she was still there looking out the window, her arms wrapped
around herself.
Kevin just watched her for amoment with narrowed eyes. She was a
petite brunette with a slender build, but he noticed she was even more
slender than ususual, and his eyes narrowed even furthur.
When michelle herd him she turned around. "i dont have anything to
say.." she started but Kevin interuppted her. "No, let me speak
first."he said sharply, effectivly silencing her.
"Why did you do this? we did not break up under the best
circumstances, but I thought we ere at least friends." he said, looking
upset and confused, all at the same time. "all I want to know is why."
he finished and looked at her.
"No, you dont, Kevin. Just let us say that we are even, ok?" She
started to walk past him. " No. That is not good enough." said Kevin
even more determined to get at the truth.
"I.." she started and stopped. "Just tell me." Kevin demanded.
"Ok, here goes." she said softly taking a deep breath.
"When you said you did not love me anymore it ripped my world
apart" she said keeping her eyes on the floor. 'I hope he does not hate
me after this is done' she thought. "Yet it even hit me harder, when I
found out I was pregnant." she choked out, her eyes filling up with
tears. It was so hard to talk about , even now. especially to him.
Kevin gasped, his eyes never leaving her face. "When I found out,
I fell into a deep depression. I did not know how to face you and I did
not want to trap you either."
"You did not think I would want our baby" he spit out trying to
deal with the news. " No, I knew you would" she smiled sadly. " But I
knew that you did not love me but have wanted to marry me for the sake
of the baby." He tried to deny it, but she stopped him.
"You would have, you know. I saw what it did to my parents and I
was not going through that, not even for you." She finished.
"So you let me.." "Just walk away?" She interuppted. "Yes." she
looked him strait in the eye. "that's not all Is it?" he asked, a
strange feeling growing in the pit of his stomach.
" No." she took another deep breath. " The third month of my
pregnancy I fell into my depression. and I lost the baby." she
whisperd, not daring to look him in the face. She braced herself for
his anger. But she was not ready for the sobs she heard.
Michelle looked up surprised. She really did not think he would
care. "I am sorry, I guess I went crazy, when I found out about Carin,"
she said staring out the window. " I always blamed you, as well as
myslef for our baby's death. I felt that if I had lost the two most
important people in my life, so should you."
Michelle walked over to the window, and stared out not really
seeing the city lights. Kevin looked at her as if seeing her for the
first time. His heart hurt for all that they had lost.
" I dont know how I feel" He finally said. "I am so mad at you for
what you did to me and Carin, mad at you for not telling me about our
baby, yet so sad that you could not trust me with the truth. At one
time we were best friends, you know." he pointed out.
"I trusted you, then you left me so I did not think I could everv
trust you again.' She said so softly that he almost did not hear it.
'Besides, I did not think you would believe me, you knew when you left
I would have done anything to keep you, and I just did not think you
would have, " she said defensivly, turning around to look at him.
Kevin sighed. " Your probably right" he said levelly. "back then
I dont know if I woul have believed you, but I do now.' he said and
began to cry, his loss finally hitting him.
Michelle sat down next to him not sure what to do. Kevin put his
arm around her nad they both began to cry, healing tears, that washed
away the pain of the past.
When both their tears had subsided, Michelle got up. "I will
always love you, Kevin" she said gently, " and I dont want to cause you
more pain. So I am going to go , ok. I.." "No, dont go" Kevin
interuppted his eyes darkening with an unidentifiable emotion.
Kevin walked over to Michelle and gently kissed her. The kiss
deepend until Michelle pulled back. "Kevin, this is wrong, you love
someone else." she said backing away from him. Kevin reached out one
hand and touched her arm. "I just want to hold you" he said gently"
Just.." his words trailed off.
" To say goodbye" she finished, her eyes bright with tears. Kevin
nodded." But this time we will part as friends." he said " with not
pain between us."
She smiled a tired smile. "ok, just for a little while." Kevin and
Michelle layed back on the bed and snuggled, quickly falling into a
deep sleep.
As the early morning light was beginning to stream through the
windows, Michelle woke up, almost forgetting where she was until she
saw Kevin's face next to her. 'I need to make this right' she thought
and she began to gently remove her arm from around Kevin's sleeping
form.
Kevin felt her move and looked up at her. "where do you think you
are going?' he asked sleepily. "It is time for me to go" she said
gently " Last nigh I let go of the past and my pain, now I want to ease
yours." Kevin pulled her back on the bed.
"You already have" he whisperd and traced her lips with his
finger, causing a shudder to run through her. "kev.. we cant..." she
wisperd. He pressed his lips to her, silencing her. He wanted to make
up for all that had happedn his pain and hers.
AS the kissed deepend he ran his hands down her body cupping both
breasts in his large, sensitve hands. She gasped in pleasure when his
hands travelled up her shirt to tease there hard aching nipples.
"Kevin..please..oohh.." she moaned. With one swift movement he took
off her shirt and bra. He lowerd his head down to her breasts and took
one aching nipple and suckeld it making Michelle cry out.
His tongue teased the pouting bud until she was sobbing with
pleasure. "ooo...please...uhhh" she wimpered, writhing on the bed. It
had been so long since she had been touched by a man. 'this is pure
bliss'she thought.
Kevin moved down from her swollen breasts to the from of her jeans
and eased them off, When he lowered his lips to her throbbing clit and
suckled she screamed. "oh, my God! ooooohh..." she panted, going insane
with pleasure.
Kevin then slid two fingers inside her aching cunt. As he built up
his rythm she tangled her hands in his hair pressing his head closer to
her. Kevin suckled her clit again, this time mercessly until she came
violently. He licked her until she was dry and took her in his arms.
When Michelle brushed her body next to his he groand at the
slight contact, his cock painfully hard. "Looks like you need
some'relif' as wekk."she teased and slid his sweats off, marveling at
the sight of his 9 inch cock aching for her.
She let her hands slide down his body and stop inches away from
his swollen member. " please..touch me.." Kevin groaned, needing her
touch. " Like this?" she teased and began to stroke his cock, teasing
him and arousing him beyond belief."oohh..please.uugghhhh" he moaned
and thrust his hips twords her tormenting fingers.
Michelle smiled and kissed him making her way down to his egear
cock, finally taking him into her mouth making him shudder and moan
with pure pleasure. She slowly suckled and tasted until he was begging
for her to let him come. "Please , baby.. I cant stand
it..uuhhh..mmm....Oh god..' He wimpered. Turned on Michelle picked up
the pace. when she cupped his aching balls, he exploded and came
spilling his hot seed in her eager mouth.
For a while they just held eachother. When Michelle relised that
Kevin had dropped back into sleep she carefully made her way out of bed
and put her clothes back on.
As she moved to the door she looked back at Kevin peacefully asleep,
she relised that although she loved him, she was no longer inlove with
him and she had to make things right. "I have to find Carin, he loves
her"
And with one last look back she left the hotel room finally at peace
and determined to find his.
