Winds of season blow.
Feelings rain down like snow.
Bleeding are the tears of change.
A mixed up life needing to be rearanged.
Open is the heart, Wanting and needing a new start.
Bright is the sun of a new day.
One mistake you will for ever pay.
No good words are spoken.
Mending old hearts that are broken.
Taking a new love.
Seems like she came from above.
Tend your tears of yesterday.
Show and hear your laughter today.
In your ear I whisper a song.
It is telling you this is where you belong....
I lay a wake and wonder at night.
Chasing away echo's of old fights.
I have a plan.
No more falling and tripping in the sand.
In beads in a line.
I will allow the clocks to tick out their time.
No more tears shall I cyr.
No more thoughts I must, I shall die...
I will put on a smile, because you have actually walked the extra mile.
No more twists and turns, my life is no longer a dial.
Packed is the hurt I have felt at the door.
Never to be felt by me any more.
In my hand is the key, Thank you, baby, you have set me free.
My friend, my love till the end.......
2-1-1997 SUE FROST
This was written for someone very special... I want him to know in my heart there is always space... Thank you dear friend, dear love.. Your Sue Ann
Unfair are these feelings..
You stole into my heart,
there is where the fire will
get it's spark, smoldering waiting for a start.
I never realized in life how far you and I are roseart.
Unfair are these feelings I have placed there.
I opened these tired eyes today.
I decided to throw away the haunting haunts of yesterday....
I will throw away the sorrow and start a new tommorrow..
Unfair are these feelings I have placed there..
Clocks have ticked away the hands of time,
as candles the wicks of time.
No longer will I stand in the whats going to happen to me line.
Unfair are these feelings I have placed there..
Take me in your arms, keep me safe from all hurts and any harm.
I will try to quite the silent alarm.
Unfair are these feelings I have placed there.
1-26-1997 Sue Frost
I am me.
I am me.
You are me.
Together we are we.
What is our world suppose to be?
Can you hear the tininess of me and set it free?
Can you see the tired eyes of hidden time?
Words of hurt never spoken Locked in eyes of time.
Echos of hurt heard threw ears of time.
Tears of pain left forever to drain.
Nothing here will ever change it's always the same.
You are no longer here so it is you I can nolonger blame.
Scars of yesterday played in songs of today.
Who is right who can say?
Arms of dread holding onto life pins, needles, and life in lines of thread.
Will I openly speak when eyes of yesterday could and would weep.
Terror in the night, waking up to hear you fight.
Dreams and screams of dread way to scard to go to bed.
Love you took, love you stole you said it was because I never did as I was told.
What does any one want I was how old?
It was my heart you took, it was my heart you auctioned and sold.
A sip is all it took the is written in timeless never ending books.
I am me Together my forces make us a we.
1-12-1996 Sue Frost
Dancing dreams in the dark.
I held you once as a friend and in my mind I screamed will this torment ever end?
Today I hold a memory in a tired mind, that is fading with ages of time.
We both share a separate life I have a husband andyou have a wife.
Day to day has become a year,a year has become several years
and I will never see you agian is what I fear.
I think of you night after night.
When I wake I see my life in a new shade of light.
My love for you could never go this I undestand, this I know.
I wish a dream could be reality and I could see you, hear you, and dear God be near you.
These are dancing dreams in the dark.
5-20-1996 Sue Frost
Trail of tears.
I meet you long ago.
In a dream or so it seemed.
I saw you yesterday.
I stoped and wondered why you choose to come all this way.
At the very end we didn't have much to say.
Only here I am looking at you agian, today.
Wrapped in your arms is where I want to be.
That is where safty is for me.
Caught in your loving gaze.
Not being sourounded in this foggy maze.
My love for you is a live it's on fire it's a buring blaze.
You walked past me.
In a flash I realized this is happening way to fast.
All I know is at this moment I need you so.
People said we made a wonderful pair.
All things that happen never seemed fair.
You never put me close to your heart.
Never gave you and I a fair start.
The words and the never ending fights.
Are what pulled us a part.
All my pent up fear, but one day it all became very claer.
I needed us to end give my heart time to mend.
I wanted so much for you and me...
I asked for us to be friends, only in my heart I knew it couldn't happen in the end.
I would of walked a mile to see your wonderful smile all the while I'd left a trial..
Trail of tears.
6-7-1996 Sue Frost
In your letter.
In your letter you promised things would soon get better.
In your hand you held a ring I was so happy I could sing.
You pulled me close and said this is what I hold dear.
You'll never have anything to fear.
You gave me a house, but it wasn't even pleasent not evn for a mouse.
You made me lots of deals so I keep on making your meals.
Words of hate with this ring did I take this kind of fate??
Waking me a night just so you could have a fight.
Laying next to you in bed realizing this is not the same man I wed.
In your letter you promised things would soon get better.
2-19-1996 Sue Frost
God never ment it to be that way....
In the very coner of my mind I see you there time after time.
In the center of my heart I feel you there and I know this is where I must start.
In the depth of my soul that is where you and I will grow old.
In my eyes I no longer see you and how I long to be near you.
In my arms I no longer hold you and I regreat my love for you I never told you.
My lips no longer speak your name everyday blends in it all becomes the same.
My ears no longer hear your voice your laugh is gone, that is what I hold dear.
Tears of joy, tears of pain, tears of yeasterday, tomorrow,and today.
Nothing is here to stay God never ment it to be that way.
5-29-1996 Sue Frost
Space and Time...
In space and time is a boy.
This is where he sits, this is where he wants to stay.
In this space there are no more happy faces, he's all out of hidding places.
Just a child staring at the ground, hoping, if he is real quite he won't be found.
Hurt and pain these feeling to him are plain.
At this age everything always looks the same all he really knows is he is always to blame.
In this space he feels safe and warm away far away from harm but always creeping ever nearer.
It is not fair for him to have fear of the very people he loves and holds dear.
Can't they see me?
Understand this really isn't how it-I'm suppose to be.
Christ I'm four, no maybeI'm three...
8-27-1996 Sue Frost
He Lives Not far Away
I made a friend the other day
or so it seemed that way.
I saw that same friend today
and it seemed we both had lots to say.
He lives not far away.
I found a place in my heart
that I thought was shadowed and dark.
His friendship has hit the mark
Helping feelings make a brand new start.
Hard to believe we live not far apart.
Lonely hearts need time to mend
but love and warmth is what he sends
He lives just around a bend.
Opening up and starting to share
I was aferiad I did not dare.
In friendship it is your heart you give
always you wonder does he really care?
For somedayI am sure we'd make quit a pair.
Sue Frost 5/16/1998
This was written for a really special person I meet not long a go and he needs to hear day after day that he is special.
I hope you like this. For you my Potatoe Man..
Thank You, Dear You!
You said friend to me
I will hold your heartin the
fires of my being forever glowing there.
I will keepin my mind
The knowing that your smile
will travel all the seas and many
miles of oceans.
You have a warm wonderful
voice I hold close to me and
give your words my every thought.
In my friendship with you
understanding and laughter are
what I have been taught.
You have placed me in a
wonderful place,where I feel
warm and safe, that place is your heart.
Thank you dear you
I have grown in strength
in knowing you,you always
know the right things to say.
The special time spent with
you will forever stay in
The corners of my heart.
Thank you,dear you.
Sue Frost 6/9/1998
This was written for a dear friend who has just recently given me more understanding and love in our frindship then all the time I have known him.
My heart could not be any more full of love for him.
Thank you
I do not want to say who he is but I hope he knows
He can forever haunt my heart.
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