WELCOME TO MY REALM

Find a comfortable chair.. snuggle right down.. and let this one tell of how DarkWolf came to have her soul.. my journey into the realm of Master/kajira started when this one stumbled into the Fantasycastle... she met Master Malac... and He was the first to befriend her in there... she was known as mystic... soon.. she became His.. and He became her first Master.. Lord Avery.. as He changed His name to be.. and mystic became mystic{LA}... things happen.. lives change.. and before this one was ready.. He wanted another.. and this one could not be second.. so after many tears.. and hard times.. He released her.. it was just before this release.. that this one met DarkWolf.. He came into the dungeon.. His shoulders sore..aching.. He asked this one for a massage.. she took her special oils out.. and started to rub his shoulders.. soothing the ache from them with the touch of her hands.. and the pressure of her fingers.. from that moment on.. He had her heart and soul in His hands..



HE BROUGHT HER TO LIFE, THOUGH SHE DID NOT REALIZE IT....


Life was good.. W/we spent time together.. W/we enjoyed each other's company.. this one learned to enjoy His feedings.. His dark side.. then much to her delight.. He asked her to wear his collar... once she had accepted.. knowing full well that this only accentuated her love for him.. He said He wanted another also.. first of all.. this one did not know there was another.. at any time.. second.. all she knew was that she could not be without Him.. He had her soul, heart, and body.. and she needed only Him.. so she accepted his terms.. and wisteria was to be her sister.. only things did not go as idealistically as wished.. wister's and this one's feelings for Master.. were so deep that it was very hard adjusting to sharing Him with another.. and we both handled things wrong.. unfortunately hindsight is only 20/20.. we both wish now.. we could have done things differently.. but it is too late.. Dark Wolf could not handle us bickering all the time.. and another came into his life.. r/t.. and to this point.. wisters and this one were both just v/t... during this time.. this one had made plans to meet with DarkWolf in r/t.. but He then decided that.. this one was not suited for His dark side... and uncollared her.. this one was devestated.. but her love for Him was/is so great.. that she cannot imagine Him not in her life.. as friends.. Master.. v/t lover or r/t lover.. she decided to be friends with him.. as her respect for Him.. so demanded.. it was decided that this one would still plan to meet Him.. but only as friends.. He could not be my Master in r/t..for His other r/t kajira did not want it.. meeting Him.. was the best thing that could have happened.. this one was determined to keep it on a friendship level.. but His touch.. left my body burning and aching.. made me realize.. that this one had never gotten her soul back.. that He still holds it.. it was that visit.. that turned me, Misty, into a kajira.. into misty. He has left his mark on me.. burned, branded my heart.. though not collared or branded.. His mark has been made.. not visible to any but Him and this one.. this one has felt the whip.. felt it in pleasure.. and punishment.. she has also felt the gentle caresses of His hands soothing the burning of her welts.. soothing the aching in her heart.. she has now become friends.. and shares with wisteria..

alas.. the other kajira knows nothing of this one.. so she must keep her pride to herself.. her pride in knowing.. that she serves DarkWolf.. that she pleases Him.. that she angers Him.. that she loves Him.. but for Him.. she does this..

her heart soars at the thoughts of being His collared one.. hoping that He sees her devotion.. that He knows.. she will never shame Him.. that He wants her to be his also.. She would be proud to wear the brand of the wolf on her left thigh.. to feel the pain.. and pleasure of the burning.. knowing that He has chosen her.

Until.. or if that happens.. she will wait for Him.. and be there for Him.. enjoying the pleasure of pleasing Him...being His friend.. knowing within herself.. she is His.. and no other.. aching for only His touch.. His kiss...His friendship.. His love.
so here she puts her pride.. and here she shows her love for Him.. perhaps..no one's eyes will see this.. perhaps.. the only eyes that matter.. Master's will see this.. but she must show her pride.. her love.. somehow.. so she dedicates her realm and her initiation into that realm to Him.. Dark Wolf.. Master.




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