In october of 98, Dark Wolf's memories would not leave my mind, so after 7 months, i emailed Him, not knowing whether or not He would write, yet having to cease the torment my mind was going through..

I told Him all that i felt about Him.. how my heart still yearned.. and my thoughts were consumed by Him.. W/we talked.. through emails for a couple of months.. He now uses the nick Black~Heart and i sent Him an icq message.. that opened the doors for U/us once more.. ~big happy smiles~

W/we worked on O/our friendship, which was a good place to start.. W/we talked of the past.. what happened, and W/we talked of the present.. what was going on in O/our respective lives.. He was not happy in His relationship.. and i was not happy in mine...

As W/we talked, W/we grow closer once again.. i knew that my love for Him had never dissipated..if anything the absence of Him in my life had made it grow fonder..

In May of 99.. ~big smiles~ He came for a visit.. He arrived on Mother's Day.. i could not have asked for a better Mother's Day present.. and stayed 4 glorious days.. 4 days that i was in absolute heaven..

During this time.. wisteria came to visit also.. she arrived 4 days prior to Black Heart coming.. she was collared v/t to DarkLord.. and He was here also.. in Seattle, and that friday.. she went to meet Him for the first time, and during that time, she became His r/t as well as v/t.

Black Heart arrived on the Sunday.. and wisteria arrived back on Monday.. it was hard for her to face Him for the first time, as there is sooo much history behind us.. i pulled her up the stairs and into His arms.. and she cried.. T/they hugged.. for it was the first time T/they had met.. The day was spent just talking, and getting to know E/each other again.

During this visit,there were some hard times for all of U/us.. there were some endings.. and some beginnings.. but the circle of O/our friendship continues.. wisters is my chain sis.. and Black Heart is my Master.. E/each very special to me..

Master has returned back to where He is presently living.. but is to move back to this state by the end of June.. though not wearing His collar, i know i am owned.. body, heart and soul, for the collar has never left my heart.. In time, there may be a collar, i hope there is, but W/we are not rushing it.. if it is meant to last.. it will whether there is a collar or not.. and W/we are taking one day at a time and enjoying E/each other.

so... dara is back where she belongs.. in her Master's arms..
with DarkWolf..