Saturday, February 19, 2000
8:02 PM, on the computer

Life has been hard lately, but I'm surviving. I've applied for three jobs lately and none of them have come through. I've come to the realization that very soon I'm not going to have any money, and I've got to find a job quickly. And now I've got a rather large phone bill from calling people, and I owe my parents $68 for it. I still haven't even paid my books off left, and that combined with some money I owe a friend for services rendered means that I'm about $230 in debt and unemployed.

And to make matters worse, I'm bored. I'm very bored.

8:21 PM, on the comp

Still bored...

8:37 PM, still on the comp

Bored bored bored...

8:45 PM, STILL on the comp

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh wait... someone talked to me... WOO HOO!!!!!!!

8:45 PM, distraught and on the comp

And now she's gone... grrrrr....

8:54 PM, hopeful and on the comp

Hey, someone's actually talking to me... groovy

9:10 PM, back to being distraught, yet still on the computer

Aaaaaand she's a flake...

9:44 PM, yes... still on the comp

Have you ever seen that part in Scanners where that dude's head blows up?

11:09 PM, on the comp

I just ran into an old friend that I haven't talked to in seven months. She showed me some pictures of her, and I swear they took my breath away. She's beautiful... wow.