Sunday, April 9, 2000

11:56 PM, on the computer

Well, it's four minutes until my birthday. Happy birthday to me! I had a great day today, but that's not important right now. As usual, I've got something I've got to get off my chest.

Sometimes I regret asking God to give me boldness. Boy, did He... I've gotten to the point where I either speak the truth, no matter how offending, or I just shut up. I've had spells lately where I don't talk for twenty minutes at a time... that's a big achievement if you know me. And speaking of offending, I've ticked a lot of people off lately. Take my recent journal entries lately... I've made a lot of people angry. Good, it means I got through to them. One thing I need to remember, is that God is God, so I don't have to be. He tells me what to say, and I say it. That's my job. His job is to take over after that... I deliver the message, He does the convicting. And He DOES do the convicting, as I've found out the hard way.

Monday, April 10, 2000

12:45 PM, on the computer

Well I'm 20 now... go me.