I'm too critical for my own good.

9-3:  I think this is the correct day.  Oh my lord, it has been a deathly long time since I wrote in my journal.  Well, not actually a long time, just a long time since I've actually posted anything on my webpage.  Will my loyal readers ever forgive me?  I'm not sure.  Today I'm going to talk about idiots.  Good example:  my roommate (who is usually cool but when he brings his friends over, i can't stand) and his friends.  I was just sitting here enjoying my stereo that I've only had for two days (because it just got here), I'm so happy, but anyway, I was just sitting here playin' Diablo and chillin' out.  There's something incredibly relaxing about listenin' to music and being on the computer at the same time.  It's Belle and Sebastian again. heh.  I'm going for a walk, i'll finish this at a later date.  grrrr.

9-7:  Well shit, I got a little offtrack.  I need to update a lot more.  The last 4 days have been in-fucking-credible.  Victoria was insane.  The town was so tourist it hurt me but i still liked it a lot.  It had kind of an old feeling about it.  The best part:  Two record stores (Ditch Records and Boomtown Records).  Sadly, I parted with 130 dollars at these establishments.  But I picked up 4 lps, 8 cds, and 13 7"'s, so I don't think it was a bad investment at all.  I even got the Cerberus Shoal cd on Tree which I don't think they make anymore and is incredibly good.  I also got three Belle and Sebastian eps (i'm hooked, i know).  And the new album comes out tomorrow along with the new Sunny Day lp.  More money more money.  At least when I told my mom, she wasn't mad and I think she understands that it's like the one thing I enjoy most of all (except for girls).  My cousin Tony was there.  He never buys me anything and even when I buy him stuff he still treats me bad sometimes, I don't really understand it.  For instance, I bought him an ice cream cone (c'mon, even all you vegan kids dig ice cream), and he was still treating me kind of like shit.  I know he doesn't mean it, and it really doesn't bother me, but like this summer, he refused to buy me a snickers bar when he had all this money.  I can imagine everyone (i hope) reading this being like "You're kind of petty john".  Fuck that.  It's the principle of the matter.  He has the money, he just can't bring himself to spare 50 cents on me to buy me a snickers bar.  In worse news, college is not at all what I expected.  Don't listen to 'em kids when they say it's about maturity and intelligent people.  That's the most outrageous lie I have ever heard.  I thought High School was bad.  I was wrong.  Kids on my floor start drinking at 2 o clock in the afternoon almost every day.  It's a perpetual state of drunkeness.  I tell them I don't drink and they don't understand.  I'm not sure I understand why I don't drink either but I'm gonna talk about that in a bit.  I guess I should have expected a lot of alcohol at college, but the university of puget sound never really struck me as a party school.  I thought the girls would be different too.  Unfortunately, my experience so far has proven this untrue.  Fact of life: women are hypocrites.  Girls go for jerks and then complain about the lack of decent men.  Wake up ladies.  Don't date jocks or egotistical fucks.  Look at that shy kid that sits in the back of your class, because chances are he probably has so much more to say and he WILL treat you better.  I have met a couple cool girls (no drug free ones yet).  But maybe they'll come around, but it's not like I'm in a big hurry.  I'm just enjoying having a huge chunk of free time and I have like 10000 records to listen to.  It's funny because I just spent all that money on stuff and the first thing I did when I came home was to go look at the Bottlenekk distro site and pick out a huge number of things that I wanted.  Oh well, it's healthier than drinking.  I saw Sunny Day Real Estate tonight.  It was incredible.  I'd attempt to describe it but I don't think the words could do it justice.  Jeremy's voice started failing towards the end though and he began to sound like a muppet to me but other than that and the old long haired gothic girl rubbing her hair all over me and dancing around like a fool in front of me, it was almost perfect.  They also should have played Rodeo Jones but they didn't.  And that bassist from the Mommyheads is a fuck too.

9-25:  Like, I have a lot more stuff written that I need to get around to be posting here but i'm lazy.  What's new with john? i'm sure that's the question on most of your minds.  Sadly, the answer is a resounding "NOT TOO MUCH".  But things do appear to be on the rise.  The biggest deal in my life is the unbelievable fact that i've spent around 350 dollars on music related things since I've been here (which is a month).  That, in itself, is frightening.  I'm telling you kids, it's an addiction.  but a semi-positive one.  When I'm living in the gutter and eating out of trash cans, I'll be able to think of my nice heated storage space that contains my record collection and the warm feelings that brings will make it that much easier to get through the day.  Classes were not too much fun this week, as I had a calculus/physics test on monday (i'm in an integrated course) and a computer science test on thursday.  I got a B on the first one and an A on the second one, so I can't be too disappointed with myself.  School is quickly beginning to suck as I have an insane amount of work due on tuesday including a paper, a take home quiz, and a big ol' computer program on monday.  Other than that, the past 2 weeks haven't been all that exciting.  I've met some more people who i can handle but now I feel bad because I never want to spend time with anyone.  Tonight, I went over to my friend Josh's house for a while and hung out but then I came home and just wanted to be alone (it's been a long time).  I turned down going to a girl's room *gasps* and then going out with some other people.  Funny, but i have a feeling I had a lot more fun just wrapped up in the beauty of my rca cables and the 6 dollar couch my roommate brought home.  I'm trying to think of anything else that's happened to me in the past few weeks.  My calculus teacher threw an eraser at me for talkin' shit in class.  classic.  I suppose it means he likes me though so it's probably a good thing.  My english teacher is a fruit cake but I like him a lot (maybe we have something in common....)other than that, not much has been happening.  Maybe this is a good lesson in learning to update everyday because then all the excitement will be fresh in my memory and it would most likely be more entertaining for you readers (not that my life isn't laughable anyway...).  Well, on a fresh leaf, tomorrow I am going to go to my first hardcore show.  Botch/mourn the sun/harkonen/backside disaster.  i'm terribly excited.  Whoa.  Deja Vu.  Which is really weird.  heh.  I don't think that's ever happened to me while typing on the computer before.  hmmm...  Well, I'm glad I finally got off my ass and updated this, but unfortunately I don't have much to say.  I'll have photoshop pretty soon so maybe i'll be able to make this page look decent.  personally, i think part of the charm is in the plainness.  Also, you kids reading this (if there are still any) needs to be emailing me with some feedback.  so get off your ass.   MAIL ME SINCE YOU KNOW ALL ABOUT MY LIFE! .
tada.  I'm out for today.

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