Their restless arms were weary with the load of common sight
The skies
had cracked
The ground had split
The first victims of the fight
There
were no victories and heroes born along this battle line
It was brother
against brother
Truth against truth
No surviving moral sign.
The crumbling walls of a church decayed
in a courtyard empty and
bleeding,
Tombstones lonely already
Were again markets for arguments
pleading.
He lay there in the morning light
Hymns of cannons singing clearly
His
voice was quiet
He could not see
His life drained from his body wearied.
His history was limited
He never fought the awesome foes
That
slaughtered Jews, that threatened liberty--
These had worn his very clothes.
Humour is so relative (he thought)
There's laughter in every view
Except
the ones that drained his life
The only value now he knew.
He heard the marching footsteps of friends and foes the same
In the
thundering claps of shattering skies
For which he was to blame.
Dylan
bled from his empty pockets
Lennon was his broken feet
Ah, the ballot
box
He cursed his ears
He'd put the wrong thing in the seat.
And as he lay there dying
And the truth at last was seen
He cried
for compassion
And for what it might have been.
And when they found him
Since
removed
To be what couldn't be
They measured him as a soldier lost
In
the battle to be free.
And when they were asked
What was the cost?
What cause would now
survive?
They gave the answer he'd never heard
(He died alone)--
The
virtue of being alive.
And somewhere above
The box below with the first two victims
side-by-side
There was the laughter
Of friend and foe alike
The last
honest thought had died.
(September, 1978-August 28, 1982)
--by GORDON C. WONG,
from "What Lies Beyond This
Door",*
copyright 1982 by GORDON C.
WONG
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