Right
before the
jetway door
closed, I
scrambled
aboard the
plane going
from LA to
Chicago, lugging
my laptop
and overstuffed
briefcase.
It was the
first leg
of an important
business trip
a few weeks
before Christmas,
and I was
running late.
I had a ton
of work to
catch up on.
Half wishing,
half praying
I muttered,
"Please
God, do me
a favor; let
there be an
empty seat
next to mine,
I don't need
any distractions."
I was on the
aisle in a
two seat row.
Across sat
a businesswoman
with her nose
buried in
a newspaper.
No problem.
But in the
seat beside
mine, next
to the window,
was a young
boy wearing
a big red
tag around
his neck:
Minor Traveling
Unattended.
The
kid sat perfectly
still, hands
in his lap,
eyes straight
ahead. He'd
probably been
told never
to talk to
strangers.
Good, I thought.
Then
the flight
attendant
came by. "Michael,
I have to
sit down because
we're about
to take off,"
she said to
the little
boy. "This
nice man will
answer any
of your questions,
okay?"
Did
I have a choice?
I offered
my hand, and
Michael shook
it twice,
straight up
and down.
"Hi,
I'm Jerry,"
I said. "You
must be about
seven years
old."
"I'll
bet you don't
have any kids,"
he responded.
"Why
do you think
that? Sure
I do."
I took out
my wallet
to show him
pictures.
"Because
I'm six."
"I
was way off,
huh?"
The
captains'
voice came
over the speakers,
"Flight
attendants,
prepare for
takeoff."
Michael
pulled his
seat belt
tighter and
gripped the
armrests as
the jet engines
roared.
I leaned over,
"Right
about now,
I usually
say a prayer.
I asked God
to keep the
plane safe
and to send
angels to
protect us."
"Amen,"
he said, then
added, "but
I'm not afraid
of dying.
I'm not afraid
because my
mama's already
in Heaven."
"I'm
sorry."
I said.
"Why
are you sorry?"
he asked,
peering out
the window
as the plane
lifted off.
"I'm
sorry you
don't have
your mama
here."
My
briefcase
jostled at
my feet, reminding
me of all
the work I
needed to
do.
"Look
at those boats
down there!"
Michael said
as the plane
banked over
the Pacific.
"Where
are they going?"
"Just
going sailing,
having a good
time. And
there's probably
a fishing
boat full
of guys like
you and me."
"Doing
what?"
he asked.
"Just
fishing, maybe
for bass or
tuna. Does
your dad ever
take you fishing?"
"I
don't have
a dad,"
Michael sadly
responded.
Only
six years
old and he
didn't have
a dad, and
his Mom had
died, and
here he was
flying halfway
across the
country all
by himself.
The least
I could do
was make sure
he had a good
flight. With
my foot I
pushed my
briefcase
under my seat.
"Do
they have
a bathroom
here?"
he asked,
squirming
a little.
"Sure,"
I said, "let
me take you
there."
I
showed him
how to work
the "Occupied"
sign, and
what buttons
to push on
the sink,
then he closed
the door.
When he emerged,
he wore a
wet shirt
and a huge
smile
"That
sink shoots
water everywhere!"
The
attendants
smiled.
Michael got
the VIP treatment
from the crew
during snack
time. I took
out my laptop
and tried
to work on
a talk I had
to give, but
my mind kept
going to Michael.
I couldn't
stop looking
at the crumpled
grocery bag
on the floor
by his seat.
He'd told
me that everything
he owned was
in that bag.
Poor kid.
While
Michael was
getting a
tour of the
cockpit the
flight attendant
told me his
grandmother
would pick
him up in
Chicago. In
the seat pocket
a large manila
envelope held
all the paperwork
regarding
his custody.
He came back
explaining,
"I got
wings! I got
cards! I got
more peanuts.
I saw the
pilot and
he said I
could come
back anytime!"
For
a while he
stared at
the manila
envelope.
"What
are you thinking?"
I asked Michael.
He
didn't answer.
He buried
his face in
his hands
and started
sobbing. It
had been years
since I'd
heard a little
one cry like
that. My kids
were grown
-- still I
don't think
they'd ever
cried so hard.
I rubbed his
back and wondered
where the
flight attendant
was.
"What's
the matter
buddy?"
I asked.
All I got
were muffled
words "I
don't know
my grandma.
Mama didn't
want her to
come visit
and see her
sick. What
if Grandma
doesn't want
me? Where
will I go?"
"Michael,
do you remember
the Christmas
story? Mary
and Joseph
and the baby
Jesus? Remember
how they came
to Bethlehem
just before
Jesus was
born? It was
late and cold,
and they didn't
have anywhere
to stay, no
family, no
hotels, not
even hospitals
where babies
could be born.
Well, God
was watching
out for them.
He found them
a place to
stay; a stable
with animals."
"Wait,
wait,"
Michael tugged
on my sleeve.
"I know
Jesus. I remember
now."
Then he closed
his eyes,
lifted his
head and began
to sing. His
voice rang
out with a
strength that
rocked his
tiny frame.
"Jeeesus
looooves me--thiiiiiis
I knowwwwwww.
For the Biiiiiible
tells meeeeee
sooooo....."
Passengers
turned or
stood up to
see the little
boy who made
the large
sound. Michael
didn't notice
his audience.
With his eyes
shut tight
and voice
lifted high,
he was in
a good place.
"You've
got a great
voice,"
I told him
when he was
done. "I've
never heard
anyone sing
like that."
"Mama
said God gave
me good pipes
just like
my grandma's,"
he said. "My
grandma loves
to sing, she
sings in her
church choir."
"Well,
I'll bet you
can sing there,
too. The two
of you will
be running
that choir."
The
seat belt
sign came
on as we approached
O'Hare. The
flight attendant
came by and
said we just
have a few
minutes now,
but she told
Michael it's
important
that he put
on his seat
belt. People
started stirring
in their seats,
like the kids
before the
final school
bell. By the
time the seat
belt sign
went off,
passengers
were rushing
down the aisle.
Michael and
I stayed seated.
"Are
you gonna
go with me?"
he asked.
"I
wouldn't miss
it for the
world buddy!"
I assured
him.
Clutching
his bag and
the manila
envelope in
one hand,
he grabbed
my hand with
the other.
The two of
us followed
the flight
attendant
down the jetway.
All the noises
of the airport
seemed to
fill the corridor.
Michael
stopped, flipping
his hand from
mine, he dropped
to his knees.
His mouth
quivered.
His eyes brimmed
with tears.
"What's
wrong Michael?
I'll carry
you if you
want."
He opened
his mouth
and moved
his lips,
but it was
as if his
words were
stuck in his
throat. When
I knelt next
to him, he
grabbed my
neck. I felt
his warm,
wet face as
he whispered
in my ear,
"I want
my mama!"
I
tried to stand,
but Michael
squeezed my
neck even
harder. Then
I heard a
rattle of
footsteps
on the corridor's
metal floor.
"Is
that you,
baby?"
I
couldn't see
the woman
behind me,
but I heard
the warmth
in her voice.
"Oh
baby,"
she cried.
"Come
here. Grandma
loves you
so much. I
need a hug,
baby. Let
go of that
nice man."
She knelt
beside Michael
and me.
Michael's
grandma stroked
his arm. I
smelled a
hint of orange
blossoms.
"You've
got folks
waiting for
you out there,
Michael. Do
you know that
you've got
aunts, and
uncles and
cousins?"
She
patted his
skinny shoulders
and started
humming. Then
she lifted
her head and
sang. I wondered
if the flight
attendant
told her what
to sing, or
maybe she
just knew
what was right.
Her strong,
clear voice
filled the
passageway,
"Jesus
loves me --
this I know..."
Michael's
gasps quieted.
Still holding
him, I rose,
nodded hello
to his grandma
and watched
her pick up
the grocery
bag. Right
before we
got to the
doorway to
the terminal,
Michael loosened
his grip around
my neck and
reached for
his grandma.
As
soon as she
walked across
the threshold
with him,
cheers erupted.
From the size
of the crowed,
I figured
family, friends,
pastors, elders,
deacons, choir
members and
most of the
neighbors
had come to
meet Michael.
A tall man
tugged on
Michael's
ear and pulled
off the red
sign around
his neck.
It no longer
applied.
As
I made my
way to the
gate for my
connecting
flight, I
barely noticed
the weight
of my overstuffed
briefcase
and laptop.
I started
to wonder
who would
be in the
seat next
to mine this
time...And
I smiled.
~By
Jerry Seiden~
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