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My dreams and my goals, oh yes, so many hopes from a teenage girl. How can I follow
these? How am I to fullfill them? I'll try my hardest and keep hoping for the best!
Text entered May of 1999, I'm working on this page. >.< I was SO dramatic back then!!!
Future Jobs
Number one and this is my greatest wish of all! I sure hope to become a published
author one day. No, I didn't say famous, I just want a book published, one of
my peices of "art". Writing has always been a tremendous thing for me!
It will die hard, my dream of being a published author. I wish to write and write
fair to my heart. But so many THINGS get in the way!!! Internet, reading,
sleeping, and eating... It's almost
despairing when I think of how HARD it is to be dedicated... But I shall try!!
Oh, God, will I EVER, know?
I'll trust You to lead me. Its the only thing I can do, Lord.
Travelling
Where in this blessed world do I want to go most? Oh, Ireland! Sweet, sweet Ireland!
The home of many tales, and such a clean country, too! How I wish to wander in
the sweet green grasses of Ireland and listen to tales of their magic! To partake
in listening to thier music and to be around at a holiday! Yes! Unpolluted Ireland,
this is the place I wish to go to most!
... Though, I've my doubts
about Ireland. Its so silly of me to think it so grand, but I WILL go
there one day! Maybe not find the Fairy Land I'll be looking for, but I'll be
satisfied just to go to the wonderful land...
Secondly, I want to Oregan, to Crater Lake National Park....To be in the the
natural home of animals! To wander through the perserved natural place! It would
be so lovely to be in such a beautiful place I've been longing for since 4th grade
when I did a report on it!
Again, a fantasy...I make everything seem unreal!
Canada.. Sounds so realistic compared to Ireland and Oregon. I know
in my heart I'll make it to Canada.
I'm not sure about Oregon...Do I *really* wish to go there, or was it just a
passing phase? Maybe I will go there, sometime in between Autumn and Winter,
where the Crater Lake Park is still open and there's a litte snow on things.
Wouldn't it be beautiful? I've NEVER seen real snow!
Other Goals
Wouldn't it be grand for me, a writer, to be more observant, more able to describe
her thoughts? Yes! I certainly wish I could! My head is just booming with ideas,
but how to explain them on paper, I just don't know! In hopes of this, I have
started journals, and, maybe, one day, I'll type them up for you to see, who
knows? For now, I'll stay in my little "shy shell" and share only parts of myself.
Journals...You
know something? I've done quite a few! And I've also begun
journals for my Imaginary Friends. I need to be careful, as of yet,
I've not confused Reality and Fantasy, but one is never too old to do that! To
tell the truth, you adults do it more than us kids! Just not with a FairyLand or
whatever.
That's it for May of 1999! 2003 me says I need to edit this BADLY. Will do so soon.
Good day! And I hope you enjoyed my thoughts!
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