Well Momma, It's been a long haul with your disease. And by the time I actually grow up and see what I've done and put you through, it seems like I am too late. I never ever thought that you would get this sick. The thought of loosing you has been crossing my mind every minute of every hour each and every day. And I always dread the thought that I will never get to say goodbye to you. The thought of you getting sick and knowing that there is nothing I can do makes me feel so inferior. I wish I had a magic wand to just make it all go away. I love you so much. No words will ever be able to explain how much I love you. I know you always say that you are going to be here for me for ever and ever. I could sit here and say every memory I have with you. I don't think you will remeber though. I know that we argued a lot. And I am so sorry. I really regret all the pitty mistakes I've ever made to you. Whether it be not listening, procrastinating, or even lying. I am so sorry. Since you've been sick, and I've seen you getting worse, I am really scared of loosing the people I love. Oh,you know I love you. And if you pass away, please promise me that you will always and forever be my guardian angel while you are in heaven just like you are on earth. I love you. Please, get better.
A couple years ago, my mom was diagnosed with a disease commonly known as MS. She is in the final stages of it. It's hard watching her every day with tremors, having a difficulty walking, and seeing her seizure. I never really knew how important she was to me until it came down to this. I love her with my whole heart and soul. She is the strongest woman I know.
If you'd like to learn more about my Mom's fight with MS, she has a page to help others going through this terrible disease. Click on the link below, and it will take you there.
