"For Serenity's Sake" By: Isis @}->-- isis@moonkingdom.com Rated: G Disclaimers: Please do not copy. AN: The emergence of a problem? That's the thing with these love stories; something always has to go wrong first. Dedicated to any philosophy lovers. (Including Dr. Schimoler, he would be so proud of me!! ;) Chapter 5 @}->-- Honeymoon. The word was created from the tradition of celebrating a family marriage for the whole of the Moon's spherical rotation. A month of formality was enough to deteriorate even the most well ironed of nerves, and considering that Serenity was not even that well-suited to the pressures of a constant spotlight, she more than welcomed the Moon's release and embraced Earth even more tightly than it did her. Endymion was again over thankful for the reprieve. The beginnings of the army's training season was close at hand and the prince had been spirited back to Earth several days, in order to fulfill the duties assigned to him by his position, before returning to her side for each step in their schedule. He amazed her on all accounts and she had become fascinated, nearly mesmerized, by his nature. The powerful figure commanded attention, demanded the confidence and support of those around him, yet there was never a threat to his presence. Contrary to the image displayed, he was a pure intellectual, devoted to problem solving and inflamed with debate. There was elegance to his manner and tender gentleness in his touch. Yet with every amazing quality in him, the wonder that controlled her most was over the honest commitment with which he approached every situation that faced his mind's eye. He was desperately in love with solutions, and problems became simply another path to reach them. He was a natural leader and Serenity was beginning to see why she was married off to him so early in life. Yet… she wanted deeply to emulate, more than rely, upon him. And in order to do that, she had eagerly accepted the chance to accompany him to Earth again. Though the planet had not accepted her as a child of her making, Serenity found a beauty and excitement like nothing she had known before. Earth, one of the very few planets in the System that could survive on its own without help from the ancient crystals that powered human existence. Though no one knew of the origins of these powers or of the history of life, beliefs were high that Earth had been the birthplace of creation. To some this became a romantic vision to dream of, or the legends that created poetry. Still others saw a chance to reclaim the roots of civilization. Yet it was the opinion of some, too shallow and self-serving to admit their own insecurities, who believed this only to show the utmost contempt for something outdated and barbarous. The remainder simply gave up the conversation once they received headaches. It still greatly confused her that the rivalry and standoffishness should be manifest, and nearly confined to, neighbors. How could two so close have so little to do with each other? The princess had found no reason to base such opinions on and she was truly enthralled by the excitement that claimed her on entering onto the soil of Endymion's home. The beauty and natural splendor of the lush planet played out perfectly from the castle's sidewall. The huge original square of the Earth's Imperial Palace had long since been added onto as time wore away the need for a lone, solitary structure. Positioned high, the castle perched itself tall amid humbly rolling hills. The fortress that it had once been now became the central point to a metropolis capital city. Standing along the Northern wall of the palace proper Serenity could see the expanse of fields and grazing lands surrounding them. The hills were smooth and supple, making travel easy but well observed. Trees lined heavily along small streams that wound through the flatter expanses. Yet few clumps, aside from these trails of colored leaves, could be seen. The remainder of them shook in the swirling wind and leaves twirled about, loosed from their branches. The harvested fields held a golden huge to the great squares mixed with ones of black tilled soil and the vivid green of the pasture lands. Looking back into the great square gardens that lay inside the walls of the palace she could see the mirror reflection of the colors without. Small trees were also colored brilliantly and shedding, some bushes and flowers were also dropping their coverings while others remained blooming readily. The five sets of steps that she had mounted to reach this observation deck from the surface of the domesticated wilderness stared back at her, mockingly. It had taken every curious energy that she could rally to continue her climb, forgetting that she would have to return down them again. She knew she would either have to become stronger to battle gravity, or simply strive to be more lazy. Yet she thoroughly enjoyed the time alone, to just absorb everything she could. Though surely enough she heard quiet footsteps approaching up the stone steps and with turning she caught Endymion smiling up at her. "I shall have to charge you with teaching my soldiers the art of disappearing, half the castle is looking for you," he mumbled joining her at the top of the palace wall. "Oh dear," she sighed, "I left the girls in the rose garden." Her guardians hated to be left behind by their charge, and they would be more than furious with her now. The prince chuckled and eyed out to the surrounding land as well. "I had the feeling your curiosity had gotten the better of your sense once more." The mild rebuke was enough to sufficiently chastise a blush from her. "I had thought I was safe enough within the garden walls." There was no response from him and her shoulders slumped a bit lower. "I will try to be more considerate." "I am only telling you this for your own protection, Serenity." Endymion gently raised her chin and met her eyes. "Only until you are fully familiar with the grounds, humor me with this?" She nodded sincerely and he smiled at her again, sternness was not especially one of his better ploys. "Well then, my dear, what did you find up here anyway that has kept your attention so long?" She giggled a bit and turned again to regard the gardens below. "More steps going back the way I have come." He laughed at her joke as well and she turned once more to the land and sky as the heavy wind blew her long trails of hair. "Yet I have found everything to be of interest to me," she said quietly, rebuilding the awe inside her that she had felt before. "Everything is simply so amazing to me." "Yes, I know," he mumbled beside her. Poor Endymion had heard her recounts of the "wonderfulness of the Earth" so many times yet she kept forgetting that there was no need to relate these things to someone born here. Yet she felt so overwhelmed sometimes that she needed someone to just listen to her babble endlessly, and without much sense, of the whole matter. He was being so understanding of her, especially since she had been free to roam about for two days without much concern, except that she remain with her guardians since Endymion and his generals needed the time to catch up with the season's schedule. He would be bombarded with questions and information of the day's highlights upon his return to her side at the day's end and he would calmly explain anything to her. He treated her more as a father than a husband, very watchful and protective, but she did not mind in the least. She was indebted to him for his patience. "I do believe they are still searching for us, Princess," he murmured into her ear as the wind's constant gust nearly blew away his words. She nodded silently and let him guild her back to the step's decent. Stopping only a fleeting moment she looked back out at the perfect expanse of land about them as the sun began its own decent. Slowly they made their way back to the gardens and Endymion lent her the use of his arm for support, although he soon wrapped it around her and threatened to carry her down the steps if she were to stumble one more time. Unfortunately she was flame red by this time and wished heartily for the fierce wind that had been blowing her hair across her face atop the wall. For his part, Endymion ignored her defeated expression and continued to chuckle about the whole situation. In all truth, she was quite ready to smack him if he made one more "graceful royalty" joke. At the first story landing he stopped them and pulled her fully into his arms hugging her lightly and brushing her wind-blown bangs aside and waiting for her to catch her breath again. It was a sweet gesture and she appreciated it greatly. She hugged him back a moment and nodded that she was ready to begin again. He instead led her into the door back of the balcony and into the castle once more. He respectfully took her arm once more, rather than the more intimate display of having his arm around her, and proceeded to lead her towards the dinning hall. Serenity hung close to his side for fear of the berating that her guardians would give her once they cornered her alone. The night was windy but peaceful. No storm had threatened the country for most of the month since their wedding, still Endymion found himself pacing before the large sitting-window as though he were waiting for some disaster. Sensing that his efforts were only causing his mind to wonder to worse thoughts he returned back to the lamplight sat down in the over stuffed chair next to the small table that held two mugs of steaming liquid. Serenity entered from her sleeping chamber dressed in a thin white robe that she always wore before bed. Already the newly weds had fallen into a ritual. They would return to their quarters, baring any social function that they were required to attend, and merely sit and talk or read or anything else that should happen on their way. His bride would usually change first into something less presentable than her formal dresses of state and slump into the couch cushions, unless of course she had had an especially exciting day to tell him of. Though tonight she seemed more exhausted than normal and fatigue had quieted her lips a bit. She smiled warmly at him and took a seat on the black clad couch, lounging at the end nearest to him and the table between them and placing her bare feet under her. "You seem troubled tonight, Endymion. Did your meeting not go well?" Looking across at her he wondered how she had picked up on that, he had been careful not to raise her suspicions… Of course this was a child that would notice such things. "No, nothing for you to worry over. I simply have a few things on my mind. I did not mean for you to notice to say the truth." She giggled lightly and picked up the book that she had been reading on. "You tend to get a distanced look to your eyes when you have difficult thoughts." He smiled at the small comment. He had not thought that they had known each other long enough to find and remember such intrigues about the other, yet he was proven wrong again. He was beginning to become use to being the one always wrong in this relationship… "Do I? I shall have to try to stay closer in the future then." She smiled again at him and picked up one of the cups set beside them. Sniffing she crinkled up her nose before sighing and gathering herself again to take a sip. She swallowed with a cough and frowned down at the liquid. "Is this truly necessary?" she asked more of the mug than of him. Chuckling he watched her movements and only nodded when she looked at him for an answer. For the nights Minerva would bring her herbal tea made of something green and that must have a stench even when it is fresh to smell so terrible cooked, but it seemed to be the only thing that allowed her sound sleep while she remained unaccustomed to the pressures of Earth. During her first stay the maid had pleaded with her to try it and she had become use to it as the days wore on. But Endymion would sit up and talk with her until her eyelids drooped too heavily for her to pull them open any longer and made sure that she was well tucked into her bed before entering his own sleeping chamber. "Fine then," she mumbled opening her book, "I shall leave you to your thoughts for a time." It was an odd response since she was normally not the type to think too heavily of her books or place them over a conversation. Yet, she must truly know that something weighted him, and was prepared to offer any help if he should ask for it during this time they spent together. The complexities of her concern touched him. Gazing at her, motionlessly seated and outlined by black she seemed an omnipresent spirit watchful of him, yet unaware of herself. He traced down the golden length of her hair as it cascaded from its entwined ball, around her shoulder and draped itself over the arm of the cushions that she was perched upon. Ending in a curled ringlet, it caught the firelight perfectly, as a ray of sun would cross a polished surface. …Much as he remembered it did upon the surface of the drawing room's stone and wooden table only this afternoon. "Prince Endymion?" Kunzite's interruption was a warning sign that this meeting had quickly dissolved. His four guardians were assembled around him and he felt the weight of their thoughts turn to him once again. "Forgive me, I was trying to think," he said instead to those assembled. "Did you come up with anything?" "Yes," he muttered, glancing sideways at Jadeite, "a headache." "Even the High Council is reeling with this news. No one has a single idea of how to handle an attack like this." Nephrite's usually calm manor was ruffled a bit as he gazed out at the birds perched on the spiral room's windowsills. The vaulted windows let the light enter but the gloom of its patrons was too much to brighten. "The State will disavow anyone speaking of these things outside of their guarded doors. They will never relate this to the Moon unless it becomes blatantly apparent. Fear is running rampant within all of the upper officials." Zoicite stood also in front of his seat, arms folded and eyes closed. "What can we do to quiet the leaders?" Endymion asked of him. He shook his head slowly but did not open his eyes from thought. "With higher position comes high emotions. They will accept nothing less than a full end to this trouble as quickly and quietly as possible." "Then we have to start at the bottom," was Jadeite's only comment. He sat, slid down in his chair and with one boot against the table's top. Glancing at him Endymion finally rose to his feet. "How did this start? What madness would grip fear inside of common people when none was presented to them?" "That may not be an easy thing to say," Nephrite answered. "The normal response of an individual is to fear what they do not know. And for the common people, they do not know the Moon. They relate it only to power and possibly oppression, which has been filled into their heads from years of star-struck bards and wide- eyed idiots that play their parts too well." "He is right." Jadeite looked up to his prince, "The people have been conditioned to have a natural fear for any with power that is held over them at such a lofty height. They tend to be afraid of it falling on them. With the Moon's presence secured to the greatest powers of their home they find themselves trapped with unwelcome guests." "This is nonsense. What fear could people possess with being so closely allied with the most powerful of worlds in the System. Would not most people wish to be tied to something that could protect them?" Zoicite's swift manor picked up again on the very problem that they were facing. "Why not trust in this decision?" "They fear oppression by someone much stronger than themselves." Nephrite answered to a still room. "Or they see a mutilation of the ruling order remaining here," Zoicite added, watching carefully the other members around the room. "They fear far removed rule without sympathy?" Kunzite questioned turning from the window he was gazing out of. There was a heavy silence as Endymion himself caught his eyes searching the sky outside for a path to walk. Quickly he cast his eyes down to the center of the ringed table. A swirled pattern of wood and stone shot out from the center and became rays around the central impression of the Earth crest. "They fear the removal of their rule." The four other men turned to him, though he did not notice their eyes. He stared down at the crest and at the light patterns that reflected the sinking sun. "With my marriage the heir to the Earth's thrown is open and being sought for. If I remain the named successor then they will fear that the Moon and even Serenity's influence will sway my intensions from them." "So then, we must name their fears and show them they are unfounded," Kunzite answered. "If they fear what they do not know then we should show them." The other three generals nodded, but Jadeite stopped to pause a moment, "What?" "Kunzite is right, we can do nothing to quiet the fears of the people completely until the successor has been named. Until then, we have to show them that the Moon is not their enemy and shut down these biases completely." Nephrite walked back to the center of the room and placed his hands on the table, looked fully at his prince not looking at him. "The best way to do that is through the princess." There was silence, yet Endymion did not remove his eyes from the light's reflection. "By parading her before people whom have taken to the streets of towns to denounce her home and people." The deathly quiet of his voice was enough to hush even the birds beyond the windows' glass. "Serenity is a natural lover of people," Nephrite slowly and quietly interjected. "She is a charming figure that could easily unite those that flock to her. We should not fear that they would turn away from her. The princess' true power is that of her own nature." "There is a second reason," Kunzite continued. "The princess is guarded by none other than a member of all habitable planets, except for us. The mix in which she keeps herself is also an important factor as to how others will view her. She must seem sympathetic to all of the System, and then in particular to the people here." "Then in order to be partial, I believe we should call Styx to her duty," Zoicite added. "Styx?" "Yes, Jadeite," he nodded. "Styx will be the symbol of obedience to the Moon and its sovereign. She possesses the confidence of the people already, it should be an awakening for some that our destiny has not been given as a bridal gift." "I agree," Kunzite nodded. "She would be an excellent help and indeed, she would also be an added guardian for the princess." Again four pairs of eyes focused on the prince, as he remained stationary in the center of them. A moment passed before he mutely he nodded and continued to gaze at the golden stripe down the center of the planetary crest. A golden light… The shimmer before his eyes slipped away from his unblinking sight as Endymion once again found himself seated in his own quarters. Serenity's hair fell from its curled position atop the couch's side and drooped as its owner slowly appeared to be loosing her battle to sleep. The prince cautiously watched her a moment, her knees drawn up and feet tucked into the cushions, her golden clad head resting on her hand, which was mounted by her elbow on the couch's arm. Her perfect blue eyes were closed and the book that had been forgotten by them was in danger of falling to the floor. He smiled warmly at this angelic child and rose to find himself stiff. Had he been reminiscing all that time? Carefully he took the book from her hands, marking her page and setting it on the table. Gently he nudged her shoulder to wake her and did so three more times before her eyelids slowly opened. He laughed when she finally recognized him and helped her to her feet and into her sleeping chamber, the tea making her more drowsy by the minute. He helped her under the covers within the dark room and waited to tuck her in as she discarded the cover-robe. Only a pale reflection of white could be seen as she tossed it to the other side of the bed and reclined fully. Endymion snuggled the covers around her and brushed her bangs back from her face. "Evening Princess," he mumbled before turning from the room. Dimly he could hear her murmur an answer as she let the herbs take their power over her. He stood beside her curtained bed for a few moments, watching her through memory only in the dark chamber. How could the people of Earth be rebelling against the oracles and leaders of the world out of fear of such a child as this? Serenity sat at the very edge of her seat and kept both hands clutched over the windowsill's polished wood. She peered out and around her in constant awe. Only now and then would she move her gaze from the window in order to look back to coach's other side window, one that was not being occupied nearly as much. Endymion was calmly reading through some papers and not paying much of any attention to his surroundings. The coach was steadily advancing towards the next point in his schedule and he had no reason to be so taken by the fall scenery, as he had seen it many times before. Though he would slip careful, and humored, glances at the young princess and her supposed infatuation with the land, sky and planet around her. It was at such a time when he found that she was stilly intoxicated with the nature passing by her personal window. He smiled at her as she did not notice his eyes and simply found himself amazed by her amazement. Through his generals' strategy his normal ventures around the military training posts within a few days journey around the High Palace's town of Valhalla made for an opportune time to display his new bride a bit. The men were spread through five different bases and they were carted in from all over the world in order to train directly under the supervision of Endymion's select groups of trainers, generals and officers. He would himself dictate one of the installations once this round of "meet and greet" was ended. Of course, that was the one just outside of Valhalla and it was the one that they had ventured to first. Serenity was not accustomed, in any way, to being paraded in front of military types; the lead guard and generals always took care of that on the Moon. She had had no formal training in dealing with the force of arms, yet she was reminded by Minerva before the maid would release her to go on this voyage, that the men she would meet were first and foremost, men. They were not born soldiers nor were they blood thirsty or cruel, more than any man would be. And in truth she had found the woman's comments very respectable. The first institution that they visited she pulled every grace and charm she could. Endymion greeted the men for their introduction to this type of life-style. Some of the younger men would become standing soldiers; others were simply there for the sake of planetary safety and reserves in time of crisis. The mix was wide and varied, yet they were all addressed in their own respect by their prince, though she was secured outside of the main base for most of the introductions and comments. It was at the end of the day when she was called to the hall proper and Endymion took the liberty of introducing her to the assembly. She had never seen that many men standing before in her life and she found it quite disconcerting to be the only woman before them. After all, her own guardians were strategically placed outside of the hall for the time. Endymion had waved her down from the small stage set up in front of the crowd and took her hand as she dismounted the steps. "Your new princess" was the most formal title that he used with this audience and she felt a bit more at home aside him and within closer distance to them. She had smiled enthusiastically at them and had spoken only simple sentences. "I am pleased to meet with all of you and to thank you personally for the support that you are showing to this beautiful and wonderful planet. I am also proud to know some of the men that have had a hand in the training of the Moon's forces as I know that your influence on them is most honorable and respected." She clasped her hands together in front of her and bowed slightly to the assembly still with a genuine smile on her face. She was surprised when she looked up to see a few of the officers in the front line bowing to one knee before her. The shock must have been apparent as there were murmurs heard around the room as men followed suit. It was not long before every knee in the room was bent and she found herself standing before a sea of bowed heads and mute whispers. For reason unknown she found herself giggling merrily at the display, her at the front of a captive army, it was unthought of! She turned to look at the prince and found him gazing down at her with eyes of pride and a smile of humor as well. She smiled openly and giggled again as the attendance began to rise once more. "I am honored that such a quantity of men would be so taken by me. Dreadful that I am already a married woman," she chuckled. Endymion silently took her hand and kissed it warmly, eyeing her evilly for the comment. Though the rest of the assembled seemed to find it a bit more amusing. There were even catcalls heard from the back and a few claps brought by the less disciplined recruits. The experience had been wonderful. Both to the still brimming princess whose thoughts strayed constantly to the amount of people that she would be meeting with and the added perspective that she was multiplying her already full repertoire, and to the more severe prince who's ideas and planning had taken root and blossomed so soon after their inception. Happily they rode on and in silence thanked each other for this day's events. If only for a single day. The greeting room was anything but bright at this hour of the night, but it was sufficient enough to receive one guest from the sparkling cascade of purple as a young woman materialized in the center of the chamber. A light lavender dress draped her frame and fell to the floor in straight folds. Her arms were covered once with a snug under- layer of white an then again with a long, loose fold of the slit-arm of the gown. A long V-neckline rose to curve around her shoulders, revealing the square line of the white beneath. Her face appeared pale in the dim light yet her hair, reaching well past her knees, shimmered black. Slowly she opened her eyes and quickly took in the five men gathered to greet her, and then back again to the central figure. "Greetings, Prince Endymion." Sweeping her gaze around the others she nodded once more, "Generals." "Thank you for coming so quickly, Styx." "Of course. I understand the dilemma we are facing." "Then I suggest we begin," he commented turning to the door. The young woman quickly caught up to his steps, leaving his generals in their trail. "What has happened so far?" "There have been uprisings in fifteen major seats and many, many more among the outlaying villages and towns. The oracles find themselves at the brunt of all of it and they are demanding to hear from the palace as to what shall be done for the people of Earth." The monotone was quiet and hurried as the party advanced the stairs to the circular room at the tip of the Northeastern turret tower. His generals' private meeting room was the only place within the castle that he felt should be appropriate for these discussions. "So then the numbers have increased since I first heard of these incidences." She followed in silence as her slippers made the least of noise among them upon mounting the stone steps. They entered into the high room and Kunzite was the one to find the lamp by memory through the darkness. He placed it in the center of the combination table and Styx resignedly seated herself. "What have you come to as a solution?" Endymion stared out at the dark world without. "We have none." The pure emotionless comment took all of the room by surprise as they looked to their leader and simply waited for him to continue… he did not. Kunzite was the first to clear his throat and begin. "We had taken the decision to promote Serenity and to show her about in order to gain the trust of the people, but with the increase in only the last few days we have been forced to rethink our take on all of this. At the pace at which this is spreading it will reach not only the Moon, but the rest of the System if something more drastic is not done." "I see," she commented. "I understand your former thinking. The oracles themselves can not understand the recent developments any more than we can. They have been taken in by the presence of this princess. Yet, they know more of her than the common people." "With your influence, do you believe this could still work?" Nephrite leaned gently over the table to face her more fully in the wavering light. She looked at him long and hard before speaking. "As the High Oracle, Kallisto would know more than I, yet I do believe that they would help in any way possible to first calm the people and second to endear the princess to them." "Yet we still have to deal with the possibility of the other world leaders if they should hear of this. So far we have managed to keep this from the princess and her court, but that will not last long enough." "Why can we not just tell the people out right?" Jadeite interrupted. As the youngest among them, he was also the most action oriented. Though that course of action rarely settled much, Endymion enjoyed having this view brought up. And right now, he was open to any avenue. "Could that work?" Styx placed her hands in her lap and closed her eyes a moment before regarding the prince. "I do not know for sure. Though, I must admit that these seem to be the only two choices that I can come up with." "I do not like the idea," Zoicite interrupted. "The past has always seen that what someone says can easily be reinterpreted and 'adjusted' according to what is needed for the moment." Styx nodded once again. "He is correct. Time has a way of changing everything except itself." "And as we are finite we must find another way to deal with these unfounded fears," Endymion finished. "The question becomes how?" There was an uneasy silence that filtered through the room. The prince kept his station at the graying window. Dawn would be close, yet their decision was not yet decided on. Or was it? "There is one other suggestion that I have not brought forth yet." "What is it, Endymion?" Kunzite knew very well that anything that his prince did not lay directly out on the table before a discussion was something that he did not wish to have known until all other lines of hope were closed. "The Queen has made the suggestion that we follow through with the idea of confronting the people with Serenity, only on a larger scale." "How much larger?" "Much," he said, turning fully to the group. "She proposes that the whole of the System being introduced rightly to the princess, here on Earth, would be a more appropriate step." Jadeite stood from his slumped posture, "What would that influence?" "I see what she means," Styx commented quietly. "The Queen is saying that the people of Earth fear that the Moon will become this all powerful force over them. Therefore, if they see the Princess of the Moon present here on Earth before the whole of the System's representatives, that would imply that she has no barriers against embracing the Earth as her second home. Therefore she would not impose any harsh treatment upon it. …It makes for a sense of pride and loyalty." "Is there not a danger though, that this could go wrong?" Jadeite asked, clearly not take with the idea. "There is always a danger. Though, I would say that the princess is in more danger now if we do nothing." Endymion was out of his element in such an uneasy state that this worry was putting him in. Every alternative seemed worthless now that they lay out in the open. He had come to only one option that could possibly help. …And he was bound to make it work. "Ah, such is always the case." The dim outline of a figure began to materialize before a peaked window in the uppermost position of a turret tower on the Earth's High Palace. The miniscule ripple that the figure made in the backdrop of the barely dawning night created only a wisp of an image. "They look at me, yet through me, all at once." The wisp seemed to settle in a seated position as her shape materialized a bit more in the brightening sky. She placed an elbow against an imaginary armchair and rested her chin upon her hand, gazing stilly back at the young prince of Earth who remained at the window, gazing out. "Yet can I blame him?" she cooed to herself. "After all, he has many other troubles on his mind." She waved another outlined hand in front of her, one that seemed to trail the figment of cloth which never ended as it simply bled back into the still darkness. A bubble of light appeared before her as images played out. "Take a good look, Prince Endymion. Your people are afraid and fighting. Their love of you makes them more and more untrusting of those that would take your love." There was a snicker that carried a note of humor with it. "Planetary jealousy, priceless is it not?" She waved the figment of the hand that she had been lounging on vaguely in his direction, "Now the women, I suppose I could see, after all they have lost you even in their imaginations. A married man indeed," she sniffed. "So married that his quarters now consists of two bed chambers. I find that quaint," she sighed, placing her hands around what was presumably the knee of a crossed leg. She turned to look at her magical pet and then again to the window-framed prince. "Misguided love, I tell you truthfully, the purest of all evils." The scenes played out within the confines of the ball of light. Scenes of screaming voices, fights in streets already bloodied, an oracle locking herself within the confines of her home amid the pounding of fists, and other things, on her chamber door. They were the visions of a world turning ever so slowly upside down. "It is the reversal of the poles, dear prince," she murmured uncontentedly. "All they once trusted have now become targets of those that want answers, those that want knowledge, those that want hope, and those that simply want to break something." To prove her point there was a vision of a chair being thrown across a room to crash and break against the opposite wall. "These are people that have lost knowledge and are loosing faith." She shifted back to see, from the corner of a ghostly eye, that the man was still there. "Intellect, correctly applied, will always confirm faith… yet faith must come first. You see, the leap of faith is needed before anything else can be built upon it. The will must be sacrificed for a short time in order to step off the ledge of despair and find, no matter how roughly, solid ground again. It is then that the knowledge gained by even the most tortured of experiences can be put to use." She looked back from her reverie to her unhearing, unseeing, audience. "Once you loose faith, you loose direction, and if direction is lost, the maze has won." She paused as the light of dawn was agonizingly slowly creeping into the sky. The sphere was still recounting events, images, the mood of the planet. "They are becoming sheep, and sheep need a shepherd, Endymion." The prince closed his eyes slowly and turned partially from the pane as though he had heard her words. The wisp of an image vanished from the ever-brightening sky, yet emerged standing next to the window that Endymion was seen through. She appeared to swish a hand through her hair, which again showed no end to it, as though her figure was merely an assimilated ripple in the darkness. "Tell me," she seemed to move one arm to waist height so that she could place her elbow against it and her chin on her hand once more, "do you think that you are that man?" With the breeze she seemed to float up to look directly at the man who had just reopened his eyes to continue his vigil. "…I wonder." @}->--_____________ "Fear is the prison of the heart." – Anonymous "There's nothing in the middle of the road but a yellow stripe and dead armadillos." - Jim Hightower, Texas Agricultural Commissioner