Guppy's Little Corner
erm ok...now some background info 1st.
time is 2:10 am 3rd of Nov 1998. weather is cool with rain. location sitting in front of my com.
o's level starting. and not fully prepared yet. what am i doing here? downloading mp3 files.
icq no one on my contact list is online, yuchen and his friend jus went offline, they were waiting for me to play starcraft but i have not d/l finished yet.
irc no one's in #neverhood. cheek jus left. my status screen is going PING? PONG! all over the place.
d/l status onli 28% still got long way to go.
ok i call this updating my homepage. lotsa pple closing theirs down, dunno for what. jus leave it there won't die right? basically if u are actually reading this, i need to thank you.
long time no touch my homepage. sick or tired of it? dunno. damn, network error forces me to terminate another of my downloading files..i start off with 8, i haf onli 3 left now.
ok aniwae hope those 3 turn out ok. been in a bad patch in recent times, and i dun mean the econmical climate..
can't be with the one i love liao, very saddening. studies in a muddle also.
been all crazy and horrible on net. dunch realli feel anithing though.
dunno why i'm doing this page also? too sianz i guess..rem the time is 2:20am now..
wan to sleep but haven d/l finished yet..hai...so long, man..
studies dunno how, knoe must study but can't pick myself to do it...jia lat..
oh oh drifting into hokkien liao, mus control mus control...
34% liao might be ending soon..then can sleep..
love someone very poor thing hor? esp when u can't be with that someone...
vjc one of top 5 jcs...hard to get in lah...if study, i think can, but then i not studying...
go there also no use what..what if things turn out badly and i regret going there? (if i ever make it there)
dunno very frustrated with myself..all these crap getting to me liao..sooner or later..might jus go crazy..
dun worry i still ok lah..still can think although u might suspect that ...playing savage gardens now...to the moon and back..
kinda chim song...got deeeper meaning one...listen song also mus use brain hai...
so how? o' level leh...prelims also like shit..mus bank on o' level liao but still like so un-motivated..
hmm leicester beat liverpool 1-0...should haf bet on that..or else win loh...
maybe too much distractions loh...no will power..always on net...
what about others ah? should be studying lah...i think everyone also studying for o' levels..why can't i jus be one of them huh?
time passes slowly on weekdays...weather getting a bit humid liao..shit back ache...sit too long...
wait finger cramps dunno how..type so long liao...on irc type here also type......sianz...siao lah do this page..
so mani things so bad...also dunno what to deal with 1st...obvious choice is o' level lah...sighs
view a few homepages todae...all nice ones..but some realli sux..aniwae i dun wanna sounds bad lah...mine not that great either..
seems like getting more and more depressed...need to cheer up, dude..yeah smile...damn, eyes closing...
maybe switch to oasis better, more rock in their songs...won't sleep...but maybe not lah...too lazy to change the cd-rom...
scout very farnie person, dunno is it me or her? everytime on net sure got things happen...troubled young man...maybe i am lah...afterall...
getting dreamy..shit back realli ache...stretch....wah liew 44% onli...not even 1/2...next time betta dun d/l liao...
ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!another network error...now i onli got 2 left liao...dun tell me i stay on net for so long, one song also dun haf...
i feel like using the f-word, but then smile relaz...yeah that's it...go get a drink...
sure looks gloomy outside like my mood lah...but realli i should be happy...but realli nothing i can be happi for leh...
dunno why so mani network errors..maybe i din off call-waiting...hai...
49% liao...ok ok pls pls jus let me haf 2 songs lah k? i spent so much time...
getting a bit angry liao...aniwae no one's around for me to vent my anger...
2:40am...wah...i still can sit down here and type...hai i love myself, man..
sentances getting shorter and shorter...maybe getting tired lah...
head a bit giddy giddy liao...eyes...no need to say u also knoe lah...
got so mani "problems"...but dun realli feel like bringing them up liao...din saw shaojun online todae...bio pract lah...
1st 3 months...er bad news...the remainding two files also got network errors ....terminated liao...
strange i dun feel so angry leh...i mean i waste so much time...hai n'mind...maybe i realli wan to give up the files and go sleep.
hmm sheery on irc leh...talking to her a while...she also siao one lah so late...but then she 22 or 24? adult liao...can do whatever she wans
well at least that stops the PING? PONG!....
"We are what we repeatedly do, excellence is therefore not an act but a habit." - Aristotle
quote of the day ah?...#neverhood topic dunno who set one...chim or not? no lah i can understand but i dun like it..
got excellence make me think of studies....sick....
father wake up liao...ask me how come i haven sleep...hai...guess i disappoint him alot lah...*guilty*..
hope i can make it up to him sometimes someday...
time 2:50am liao...realli can go sleep liao...dunno what dreams i will haf tonite...hope it's nice.. :)
how do u feel when u read all those that i typed above...i also dunch knoe...i jus think pple will say i too bo liao lah...
ok lah i think typed until here..i wan to sleep liao...
still mus linked this page to my homepage lah...all those technical stuff...=P
dunno pple will read or not? n'mind lah...do this page so that next time i can look back and read it myself...
suddenly think of her again...hai...said it's over liao...still always on my mind...n'mind lah n'mind....dun think dun think....
stupid........................................................................................................................................................................
but i like it.
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