| "Doll" I just watched her sitting crying and everything around her was black dark depressing I watched knowing she could not see me wishing I could breath to her a single word thinking if only I could share a single tear there wouldn`t be so much pain Her thoughts I saw her laughing at the world always so empty inside trying to find perfection so beautiful so afraid of seeing her own reflection I watched a sudden serenity fear and hunger suddenly gone A smile her face a star from the sky and i longed to touch her I watched she`d found her solution I watched in horror as she cut herself inviting death to replace life SCREEEEEEAMS hers and mine SCREEEEEEAMS as she did it again in pure ecstacy she sighed her pain was now pleasure smoothly thickly flowing from her body her life escaped her still she smiled red as crimson a velvet flow her heart left her all the sorrow out through her hands I watched each dying moment crying becoming fragile so pale yet so beautiful as she died she became a porcelain doll as she died I was suddenly next to her as she died I held her to me Her face shattered and I screamed into heaven for its lost star I cried I realized this porcelain doll was me |
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