| "Walking" walking is how it all began walking toward something trying to find meaning meaning to so many unanswered questions doubts about where I was coming from who I was why I was here and where I am going walking towards a purpose which was hiding from me and I`d never find walking I noticed I had somehow come back to you even though I was walking away from you it was then I noticed the coldness the blackness and nothingness reaching to me trying to pull me to your grasp forever walking was how it began but I began to run too frightened to look back upon this new menace arising trying to make my past my future one I ran until i thought i was away from you when i dared look back you were no longer there and for a moment relief flooded me but the darkness kept clawing at me and when I looked up again there you were again smiling a wicked knowing smile for you knew I would never get away you grabbed me bound me forever to you in the prison of the past never to find that purpose the reason for my existence the understanding of my being I am lost to this world for eternity I am looking from behind the looking glass never to walk again where this life was really just started the place where you forced it to end |
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