Who am I you ask?
I wonder that myself?
I am a man!
A man with a name!
What is my name?
Well my name is my Donovan of course.
Does it mean anything to you?
Probably not!
But my name is like no other!
It may seem like others…
But it is not!
It is my name and my name alone!
You may think you know, but you do not!
My name is but one of many in this world!
If when you mention my name to some,
It is just but one!
They think of?
It is I and I alone.
So I tell you I am the one!
It is my name that you will know…
And know well, for when you know me,
You know who I am!
I am Donovan and like no other,
You know me now.
What so many want , one has.
For he may not know it or even see it.
He is blinded by the world and his surroundings.
How can one say to him what he does not see.
Maybe many have tried but yet he still can’t see.
When it is gone he will know.
But to you this may seem not so.
Don’t let this get to you.
For you heart alone is worth so much he can not see.
Don’t be fooled by love today.
For you may go one without.
And my never know.
But stop and realize your life is not his show
If ever I could love someone let it be the one who loves me as well
Let it be the one who cares for me not like any other. Let me be the one for
Her to hold and to talk with to love and most of all to be her friend. Let
My love flow to her like a rainbow flowing through the open sky. Let her
Beauty be that of a blue sky
I gave you a place in my life!
A place in my heart!
A special place!
I trusted you!
You tore it open like a knife through butter!
A torch through sheet metal!
You broke it like a twig under your foot!
You destroyed my trust!
You lie for no reason!
You had my heart you had my love!
Now it is lost!
So now I go!
I leave brokenhearted full of tears and pain!
! I say the words forever “Goodbye my true love, goodbye”!
What do I have to do to show my love for you!
I walk the world for you.
I would do anything for you!
I give you my heart!
I give you my love.
I show you it all!
There is a pain that grows within!
I have never told anyone before!
It is there always and it is scared.
I don’t share it often it hurts to bad.
It hit me again tonight and no one was there!
I wanted to share it but I could not!
I tried to speak to you and I could not!
I wish I was could disappear at times.
To make this pain go away I give up anything!
It is not caused by you but by my past.
It is something that haunts me…
And will until the end of time!
Almost something I could not live with!
I know I will take it to my Grave…
But I will be damn if it puts me in it!
It almost did once and never again…
For I know I am a man and I can handle all that comes.
This is a lie I can not handle everything.
For I know I need a friend!
Without you hear!
I would go nuts!
I would loose myself in thoughts and sorry!
I would find myself without hope!
To my friends I say thanks for being here for me!
They are so special in many ways!
Never thanked enough for what they say.
Their words of wisdom help me out!
They say to me what I can not figure out.
Thus I find myself without…
There for I am here with my friends.
To cheer me up and not feel without!
Crazy I may be!
But stupid I am not.
My mind and my heart are as of one.
To many I liked to share but only to one…
I show my heart and open it so free.
So I may me crazy or scared but to this day,
I am only to say.
I am me and for that I am crazy to be.
Crazy in the heart and even in the mind.
But to many I am just me.
