Dear Brother K: A few things which are
pressing upon my mind I feel a duty to write to Brother L and
you. I have related the substance of the matter before you; but
as my mind is still burdened, I will write.
I was shown that with you, I and mine have
come to be first. You have had so great a care for yourself that
the Lord has had no room to work for you. You have given Him
no chance. He has, in a great measure, given Brother L and yourself
up to work according to your own judgment, that you might be
convinced that your wisdom is foolishness. You have not worked for the interest of the widow and
fatherless, as the Lord has especially enjoined upon His followers;
neither have you made the cases of the Lord's poor your own,
by taking a special interest in them, nor have you sought to
glorify God and magnify His name; therefore the Lord has suffered
you and Brother L to pursue a course of your own choosing. He
has permitted you to look out for yourselves. Your own selfish
interests have been the foundation of your actions, and you will
reap the harvest which you yourselves have sown. I saw that you
would verily receive the reward that sooner or later follows
the serving of your own selfish interest. "Give an account
of thy stewardship," must be heard by you. You are accountable
to God for the work entrusted to you, which you have shamefully
neglected in order to serve yourselves.
Had you been seeking to show yourselves
approved unto God, seeking the kingdom of heaven and the righteousness
of Christ, you would have been doing the works of Christ. The
poor, the widows, the fatherless, would have called forth from
you the tenderest pity and sympathy; you would have been interested
in them and treated them as you would wish your wife and children
treated were they left dependent and afflicted to the cold mercies
of the world or of unfeeling, heartless professed Christians.
There has been on your part a sad, unfeeling, heartless neglect
of the unfortunate. You have served your own interest, irrespective
of their great need. God cannot bless you until you see your
sin in regard to these things.
I saw that the Lord's work has not been
more sacred in your eyes than your own business. Eternal things
have not been discerned. The Lord has sent warnings and reproofs
to arouse you to a sense of your duty by letting you know what
is expected of you, but you have not regarded these warnings.
You have not realized that you were dealing with God. You have
robbed God and served yourselves.
There are many who in good faith have sent
in to the office means which they had to make a sacrifice to
obtain. Some, both men and women, have worked very hard, and
consecrated to the Lord the means obtained by hard labor and
the closest economy, and have sent it to the office to advance
the cause. Poor widows have sent nearly their whole dependence,
trusting in God to take care of them, and the means has been
consecrated with prayers and tears, yet sent with joyfulness,
they feeling that they were aiding in the great work of saving
souls. Poor families have sold their only cow, denying themselves
and their little children of milk, feeling that they were making
a sacrifice for God. They have put their means into the office
in good faith. Selfishness and mismanagement have helped to squander
this means. God holds those accountable who have had the handling
of it. "Give an account of thy stewardship," will soon
be heard. May the Lord help you to free yourselves from every
blemish.
Battle Creek,
Michigan, Jan. 17, 1870.