My husband labored but little in California.
His restoration seemed to be deferred. Our prayers ascended to
heaven no less than three, and sometimes five, times a day; and
the peace of God often rested upon us. I was not in the least
discouraged. Not being able to sleep much
nights, a large share of the time was spent in prayer and grateful
praise to God for His mercies. I felt the peace of God ruling
in my heart constantly, and could indeed say that my peace was
as a river. Unforeseen and unexpected trials came upon me, which,
in addition to my husband's sickness, nearly overwhelmed me.
But my trust and confidence in God were unshaken. He was truly
a present help in every time of need.
We visited Healdsburg, St. Helena, Vacaville,
and Pacheco. My husband accompanied me when the weather was favorable.
The winter was rather a trying one to us; and as my husband had
improved in health, and the weather in Michigan had become mild,
he returned to be treated at the sanitarium. Here he received
great benefit, and resumed writing for our papers with his usual
clearness and force.
I dared not accompany my husband across
the plains; for constant care and anxiety, and inability to sleep,
had brought upon me heart difficulties which were alarming. We
felt keenly as the hour of separation drew on. It was impossible
to restrain our tears; for we knew not that we should meet again
in this world. My husband was returning to Michigan, and we had
decided that it was advisable for me to visit Oregon and bear
my testimony to those who had never heard me.
I left Healdsburg for Oakland the 7th of
June and met with the Oakland and San Francisco churches under
the large tent in San Francisco, where Brother Healey had been
laboring. I felt the burden of testimony and the great need of
persevering personal efforts on the part of these churches to
bring others to the knowledge of the truth. I had been shown
that San Francisco and Oakland were missionary fields and ever
would be. Their increase of numbers would be slow; but if all
in these churches were living members and would do what they
might do in getting the light before others, many more would
be brought into the ranks and obey the truth. The present believers
in the truth were not interested for the salvation of others as they should be. Inactivity
and indolence in the cause of God would result in backsliding
from God themselves, and by their example they would hinder others
from going forward. Unselfish, persevering, active exertion would
be productive of the very best results. I tried to impress upon
them that which the Lord had presented before me, that He would
have the truth presented to others by earnest, active laborers,
not those who merely profess to believe it. They should not present
the truth in words merely, but by a circumspect life, by being
living representatives of the truth.
I was shown that those who compose these
churches should be Bible students, studying the will of God most
earnestly that they may learn to be laborers in the cause of
God. They should sow the seeds of truth wherever they may be,
at home, in the workshop, in the market, as well as in the meetinghouse.
In order to become familiar with the Bible, they should read
it carefully and prayerfully. In order to cast themselves and
their burden on Christ, they must begin at once to study to realize
the value of the cross of Christ and learn to bear it. If they
would live holy lives they must now have the fear of God before
them.
It is trial that leads us to see what we are.
It is the reason of temptation that gives a glimpse of one's
real character and shows the necessity for the cultivation of
good traits. Trusting in the blessing of God, the Christian is
safe anywhere. In the city he will not be corrupted. In the counting
room he will be marked for his habits of strict integrity. In
the mechanic's shop every portion of his work will be done with
fidelity, with an eye single to the glory of God. When this course
is pursued by its individual members, a church will be successful.
Prosperity will never attend these churches until the individual
members shall be closely connected with God, having an unselfish
interest in the salvation of their fellow men. Ministers may
preach pleasing and forcible discourses, and much labor may be
put forth to build up and make the church prosperous; but unless
its individual members shall act their part as servants of Jesus Christ, the church will ever be
in darkness and without strength. Hard and dark as the world
is, the influence of a really consistent example will be a power
for good.
A person might as well expect a harvest
where he has never sown, or knowledge where he has never sought
for it, as to expect to be saved in indolence. An idler and a
sluggard will never make a success in breaking down pride and
overcoming the power of temptation to sinful indulgences which
keep him from his Saviour. The light of truth, sanctifying the
life, will discover to the receiver the sinful passions in his
heart, which are striving for the mastery, making it necessary
for him to stretch every nerve and exert all his powers to resist
Satan, that he may conquer through the merits of Christ. When
surrounded by influences calculated to lead away from God, his
petitions must be unwearied for help and strength from Jesus
that he may overcome the devices of Satan.
Some in these churches are in constant
danger because the cares of this life and worldly thoughts so
occupy the mind that they do not think upon God or heaven and
the needs of their own souls. They rouse from their stupor now
and then, but fall back again in deeper slumber. Unless they
shall fully rouse from their slumbers, God will remove the light
and blessings He has given them. He will in His anger remove
the candlestick out of its place. He has made these churches
the depositary of His law. If they reject sin, and by active,
earnest piety show stability and submission to the precepts of
God's word, and are faithful in the discharge of religious duty,
they will help to establish the candlestick in its place, and
will have the evidence that the Lord of hosts is with them and
the God of Jacob is their refuge.