My brother, as a surgeon you have had the
most critical cases to handle, and at times a dread has come
upon you. To perform these difficult duties, you knew that rapid
work must be done and that no false moves must be made. Again
and again you had to pass swiftly from task to task. Who has
been by your side as you have performed these critical
operations? Who has kept you calm and self-possessed
in the crisis, giving you quick, sharp discernment, clear eyesight,
steady nerves, and skillful precision? The Lord Jesus has sent
His angel to your side to tell you what to do. A hand has been
laid upon your hand. Jesus, and not you, has guided the movements
of your instrument. At times you have realized this, and a wonderful
calmness has come over you. You dared not hurry, and yet you
worked rapidly, knowing that there was not a moment to lose.
The Lord has greatly blessed you. You have
been under the divine guidance. Others who knew not of the presiding
Presence working with you gave you all the glory. Eminent physicians
have witnessed your operations and praised your skill. This has
been pleasant to you. You have been greatly honored by God, that
His name, not yours, should be magnified; but you have not always
been able to endure the seeing of the Invisible. You have had
a desire to distinguish yourself, and you have not at all times
placed your entire dependence upon God. You have not been willing
to heed the counsel of the Lord's servants. In your own wisdom
you have planned many things. The Lord would have you respect
the gospel ministry. At the very time when you needed discernment,
that you might see, not only one side of the work, but all sides,
you chose for counselors men under the reproof of God. You were
willing to link up with them if they would second your propositions.
By prayer and consecration, by seeking
the Lord for wisdom and surrendering yourself to His guidance,
you would have been prevented from starting many enterprises
that have been born, not of the will of God, but of the will
of man. You were given your appointed work. But you have neglected
things of great importance to take up, with impulsive spirit,
unadvised by the Lord or your brethren, things of
minor importance. Your brethren could have
given you counsel, but you despised any word that interfered
with your plans. This has placed you in a difficult position.
Had you abode by your appointed work, God would have made you
more and more a successful laborer together with Him.
The Lord wants your mind to blend with other minds. Sometimes, when His servants have differed from you, this was the very thing that God required them to do. But you treated their advice in such a way that afterward they remained silent when they should have spoken. God desires those whom He has placed in positions of trust to do justice and judgment in all wisdom.