In loving memory of  our son Tayler Michael Solazzo Born Still August 3, 1997 Much loved and forever missed!!!     You were here, you were real, you were growing in me just as you should have. I did everything right, I did everything I could, but it didn't matter because you are gone now gone from my body gone from my womb, but not gone from my heart. I wish you back I wish you alive, I wish you here with me and your Dad where you belong But you are gone. No one knows exactly when you died, but it took days for you to be born The bleeding continued it felt like an eternity No one understood how I felt  It was so unfair, not only to know of your death, but know I had to deliver you still. The bleeding became hemorrhage.    We left for the hospital, but I did not want to go, I knew what would happen, if I could not deliver you        they would help and take you for good, and they did. On August 3, 1997 I delivered you               and with the help of the Doctors your little body was taken , taken from it's rightful owner. Even though it had been painful, I didn't want you to go,           I wanted to keep you inside me for as long as I could. But you were gone, gone from my body, gone from my womb, but not gone from my heart. I ache for you. I think of you constantly. My precious son, so many questions,     Would you be silly like me, or funny like you Dad? Would you giggle a lot, or be serious?     Would you like to read, or want me to sing to you? I miss you so!! I long to know you, I long to touch you. I long to see you, and touch your sweet face. I long to hold you to my breast, and nourish your little body. I long to hear your laugh. I long to hold you in my arms, and rock you gently to sleep. I ache fr you. I love you sweet child, I love you.        You are gone from my body, and gone from my womb, but you will never be gone from my heart!!!! I love you Always Mommy  This song was dedicated to Tayler at his funeral. "In your loving arms we lay This wordless one so new The incarnation of our love We dedicate to you And though it seems we try to make A promise that is true We really claim for them The promise that is you The holy Sleep which falls so deep A blessing from above Will now embrace our little son In simple trusting love We offer you this child Who's only ours for just a while How could we keep him back from you When You gave your only child" My Michael Card We miss you so much sweet boy!!! Until we meet again, Sleep well little one, and know that Mommy and Daddy love you so!